Mr. Unknown

I wish you were with me now
I feel lonely here
I wanna hug you really tight
And cry my heart out
I dont know why i trust you a lot mr. Unknown
I have no idea how you will be
Yet i feel your kindness
I haven't met you yet
But still i feel i know you from a long time
I dont mind if you have a past
Coz i have one as well
I am ready to accept you the way you are
Provided that you will turn out to be a better person each day
I want your support
I want your trust
I want you to be with me in my good and bad times
Coz in broad day light people will support
They will leave as soon as it gets dark
I want you by my side in the darkest nights and the brightest days
No matter what people tell you about me
Your definition about me should never change
I hope one day we will find each other
Be with each other, make memories
And promise, not to stop choosing each other ever...

Broken friendship

You judged me as if i was a thing
They didn't
You took me for granted each time
They accepted me as i am
You lied to me
But i was quite
You left me when i was alone
I bore the lonliness all by myself
You broke my trust many a times
Still i kept calm
You valued someone else over me
Its your personal life
I have no say in it
You were close to me until you got someone else
I didnt utter a word
I handled your half diverted attention
I stood with you each time
Fought with the world for your sake
Shared many things with you which i didnt share with others
You too have a past so do i have one
I never lied but you uttered nothing but just lies
The foundation of our friendship was trust
But now that the foundation itself has a crack
The pillars won't stand
You cried i was your shoulder
You laughed i smiled to see you happy
You abandoned me i accepted it happily
You broke my patience i still was numb
Your lies made me question you many times
But i didnt coz my heart told me "She'll never lie to you"
Again a lie i believed..!
All these years i was with you
But now i feel i don't deserve what i got
You stabbed me in my heart
With a bleeding heart in hand
Tears in eyes, smile on my face
I said "Its's okay"
You were always busy when i needed you
But i made time for you from my busy schedule coz i care for you
Damn! I hate myself for valuing you more than you deserve
After all it's true that
A heart which cares the most is hurt the most
Worst part about heart break is it doesn't come from the enemies
Tears flow from my eyes coz i have been too strong for a long period of time
You curse me yet i will pray for you
Coz I am me and there is difference b/w me & you
No matter what you say, you will never get that place which you lost all by yourself
You will realise what you have lost
You will regret what you did
You will find me in people
But i won't be found
You will cry over me
You will wait for me to come back
But i won't come back
You won't have anymore of me in your life
By the time you realise your mistake
It'll be too late
I would be gone long ago without your notice
Coz u lost the moon while counting the stars.........

Mysterious boy ♡♡

You are being missed at 2 in the morning
But you are unaware of it
You are being remembered in the broad day light
But you have no idea about it
You are there on my mind 24*7
But you dont know about it
This wait is till eternity i feel
Waiting patiently is not a simple task my dear mysterious boy
But there is a kind of peace in this wait
Bcoz after all I am waiting for my mr. Unknown
Waiting for the right one is better than being with the wrong person
I stare at the open sky and look at the moon
I know somewhere you are looking at the sky as well
Each night you are being missed
Each day you are remembered
But you have no clue about it
Yet i miss you with a simple hope that
You miss me as well my mr. Unknown
I am waiting for you
Even though not eagarly
But i am still waiting.....
Dont make me wait anymore

I miss you

The stars tease me
Moon plays hide and seek with the fluffy clouds
Tall trees try to make me miss you even more
The chilly wind brings your presence along
I sit for long and do nothing but think about you
Time slips away just like sand
i wanna sit with you on the roof top
Do nothing but rest my head on your shoulder
Looking at the sky and just dozing off in your arms is my dream
My eyes find for you but you are already staring at me
As if i am the most beautiful thing ever happened to you
I have nothing to do with your past mr. Unknown
But after i enter your life
Chapters of your past must close forever
I promise i wont question you about your past life
Until you tell me just the truth
The day you lie, it will make me question all your truths
I will love you unconditionally
Provided that you will reciprocate the same
I dont need passwords of your phone or accounts on social networking sites
I would just appreciate the actual truth
Betraying isnt in my blood
I wont leave you until you want me to leave
My heart will have just your name
Soul yearns to see you
Eyes are waiting for your arrival
The breeze makes me jealous
This romantic weather makes me want to go on a long walk with you
Your hand is made to fill the gaps between my fingers i feel
They fit in my hand so perfectly
I miss your hug
I miss your smile
I miss your forehead kiss
All in all i miss everything about you
Just coz i miss you

Ajnabee ♡

Tujhe bhula diya kaha iss dil ne
Intezaar hai kisi ka iss mann ko
Manzil toh dikh nahi rahi
Lekin sapne hai hazaar
Rooh ko cheerne waali yaadein hai tumhaari
Par ab woh yaadein hi taaqat hai meri
Parchaai bhi nahi hai ab unn lamho ki
Jo beete the tere saath
Thandi si hawa uss ko mere kareeb laati hai
Halki si muskaan hotho par aa jaati hai
Pakde uska ehsaas mujhe
Bin kahe keh gayi bahut kuch uski aakhein
Bin bole karodo shabd bol gaye uski chupti
Inn sab ko dekh kar laga ki woh hai
Lekin mudkar dekha toh koi tha nahi
Chaand ko dekh rahi hoon main
Kahin naa kahin woh bhi isi chaand ko dekh raha hoga
Soch rahi hoon main uske baare mein
Woh bhi mere baare mein soch raha hoga
Uske hone ka ehsaas hai
Par woh nahi
Uske kadmon ki aahat hai
Par bagal mein woh nahi
Uski hansi toh goonj rahi hai
Par usko maine dekha nahi
Aaine ke saamne main hoon
Par meri aakhon mein woh hai
Dil toh mera hai
Par dhadak raha hai uss ajnabee ke liye
Mile toh nahi hum ek dusre se
Par itna jaanti hoon usko bhi mera intezaar hai
Jaise main uski raah taak rahi hoon

Maa meri maa

Parvaah hai usse apno ki...
Fikr hai apne parivaar ki...
Darrti nahi woh duniya se...
Lad jaaye khuda se..
Apno ki salamati ke liye...
Beemaar ko koi apna...
Toh jaage woh saari raat...
Chot lage uske bacche ko...
Par aansu bahaaye woh...
Dard ho seene mein uske...
Hanste muskuraate seh le woh...
Taqleef mein ho uske maasoom baalak uska...
Toh dil tukdo mein bant jaaye...
Farak karti nahi ladki aur ladke ke beech...
Ek samaan pyaar karein dono ko...
Rote ko shaant karaye woh...
Par khud roye band darwaaze ke peeche...
Jaage raat bhar zaroorat padne par...
Thakti nahi woh kaam karke...
Rukna usse aata nahi...
Bikhar jaati hai woh bhi kai baar...
Lekin phir sambhaal bhi leti hai khud ko
woh...
Budhaape mein sahaara bann na uska...
Kyunki bachpan mein kabhi choda naa usne tera saath...
Bojh nahi vardaan hai woh...
Insaan ke roop mein bhagwaan ka farishta hai woh...
Sabse pehle soche tere baare mein...
Teri janmadaata hai woh...
Kuch bhi kahe duniya tujhse uske baare mein...
Sunn na mat zamaane ki
Kyunki aakhir kaar TERI APNI MAA hai woh........

Tum

Tera ehsaas hai mere saath
Teri dhadkane hai mere sang
Tera saath hi hai
Jo mujhe aage badhne ki himmat deta hai
Teri mohabbat hi mera sahaara
Tu ho kar bhi hai nahi aye ajnabee
Aisa kyun hota hai ki
Teri aahat toh hoti hai
Par tu nahi....

Tera saath

Tu saath ho kar bhi saath nahi
Tera ehsaas ho kar bhi hai nahi
Lagta hai ki tu paas hai mere
Par tu paas ho kar bhi paas nahi
Tere sang jeene ki hai khwaaish
Teri yaadein hokar bhi hai nahi
Tera intezaar karte hai hum
Iss bharose pe ki
Kahi naa kahi tumhe bhi hai hamara intezaar
Lekin aakhir yeh sab khayaalon ka khel hai aye ajnabee
Tum khayaalon mein ho kar bhi ho nahi

Tere liye

"Tere liye hum hai jiye" kehte the woh
Humein laga woh mohabbat hai
Unhe laga hum khilauna hai
Galati thi dono ki
Kyunki humne socha unka khel pyaar hai
Aur unhone socha hamara pyaar khel hai

Pyaar ♡

Koshish toh ki tujhe yaad naa karne ki
Koshish toh ki tujhe yaad naa karne ki
Par aa hi jaati hai tumhaari yaad
Kya karein yeh dil hai ki maanta nahi
Musaafir hum nahi jo bhatak jaaye teri raahon mein
Mukaddar par hai bharosa ki
Aaj nahi toh kal hum milenge ek dusre se
Bina kahe sunoge tum hamari harr khwaaish
Pure bhi karoge hamare saath khade ho kar
Ek baari mil toh lo humse aye ajnabee
Kyunki phir laut jaana ho jaayega mushkil
Aakhir yeh dil maange more
Tod naa jaana iss dil ko kabhi
Ab aur sehne ki himmat hum mein nahi
Pyaar kiya hoga kai baar tumne
Par hamare jitna pyaar karne waala koi aur milega nahi
Intezaar hai humein tumhaara
"Aana jaldi" aisa hum tumse kahenge nahi
Jaante hai hum ki
Sabar ka phal hota hai meetha
Muqammal hoga hamara pyaar
Khud Khuda bhi alag naa kar paayenge him dono ko
Do jism mein basi ek jaan hogi hum dono ki
Kyunki ehsaas ho gaya hai ab ki
Pyaar se badh kar iss duniya mein aur kuch bhi nahi

You ♡

I miss you when it rains
I miss walking hand in hand with you when its pouring heavily
I miss you when a drop of tear falls from my eyes
I wish you would wipe the tear drop before it rolls down
I miss you when it thunders
You would hug me when the noise scares the shit out of me
I miss talking to you
No matter whats the clock striking
I miss your voice when you are tensed for me
I miss your scoldings when i am careless
I miss the coffees we will share in the balcony on a cool evening
I miss your forehead kisses
Its a blessing for me
I miss your hugs
They will give me courage to face the world
I miss your smile which is my strength
I miss those random loving texts
Which reminds me that someone cares for me
I miss the good morning messages
Which get a smile on my face and makes rest of the day the best
I miss those lil sneak outs from the busy routine
I miss your gentle touch which reminds me that i am imp. To someone atleast
I miss your cuddling when the chilly wind makes me shiver
I miss your overpersonified cuteness when you try to make me smile
I miss everything about you right now Mr. Unknown....
I have no idea where you are but i am missing you
I miss you with a hope that you are missing me too

Dil ♡

Kabhi laga hum akele hai
Kabhi laga duniya begaani hai
Shaant the hum sab kuch dekh kar
Toda logo ne bharosa kai baar
Pyaar par vishwaas ab humein nahi
Mann mein hai kai armaan
Par pura karna wala koi aaya nahi
Mohabbat hai dil mein
Lekin koi hai nahi jis pe mohabbat lutaaye hum
Ishq mein padne ka jee toh karta hai
Par darr bhi hai phir se dil ke tutne ka
Tukdo mein bikhar jaata hai dil jab bhi toot ta hai
Awaaz karta nahi mann tutne par
Rooh bhi bant jaati hai hazaaro mein
Tut jaata hai insaan bhi
Aakhein ho jaati hai nam
Par aasu hai ki aakhon se utarte nahi
Sambhaalna mushkil ho jaata hai tute dil ko
Par sabar humne khoya nahi
Besabri se kiya intezaar dil ke judne ka
Dil jud toh gaya par reh gaye hai nishaan
Beintehaan mohabbat hai humein khud se
Talaash rahe hai uss ek ko jo pade hamare ishq mein
Aur dubaaye humein uske pyaar mein
Kehte hai pyaar ek ehsaas hai jisko bayaa nahi kiya jaa sakta
Kabhi pucho kisi tute dil ko pyaar matlab
Toh woh apne aakhon se bayaa kar dega ishq ka matlab
Kabhi suno kisi tute dil ki awaaz
Aisa lagta hai ki kabhi woh dil tuta hi nahi
Aakhir aap kya jaano tute dil ka dard aur uske aasu hote kitne bhaari hai
Kyunki jab dil tut jaata hai
Toh bas insaan bejaan ban reh jaata hai
Aasu woh bahata nahi
Muskuraata rehta hai harr pal
Kyunki uski apni muskuraahat kai dilo ki dhadakne ki vajah jo hai
Uski khushi hi uske dil ka ilaaj hai
Aakhir kaar dil toh baccha hai ji
Phir woh tuta ho yaa naa ho....

Alone

I feel lonely in the dark sky
A crowd is with me yet i feel left out
Something's bothering me
Heart is restless
There's no peace of mind
More the people more i feel lonely
Moon smiles i smile back
He know what i feel
He tries to comfort me
Plays around with the clouds
But all in vain
There are numerous stars in the night sky
But they dont excite me
The trees also stand quietly
And watch me cry
Soul craves for love
Mind needs peace
Heart needs rest
Running away has become a habit
Standing in front of the mirror
I ask my reflection "whats wrong"
Silence is what i get in response
I look deep into my eyes
And they say it all
Tiring it is to stick a fake smile
When all i wanna do is hug someone and cry
The cool breeze doesn't make me shiver anymore
I stare for hours at nothing but the void space
My pillow knows everything
I smile, laugh in the bright day light
But i cry myself to sleep at night
I carese my head
Calm my soul
Rest my heart
Put my mind at peace
And try to sleep yet again sleeps is miles away
I stare at the ceiling whole night
I'm wide awake until dawn breaks
My routine starts again
The same people, same fake smile of mine
But after all its a new day with the same old schedule

Woh

Pyaar hai uski aakhon mein
Mohabbat hai dil mein
Hothon par hai ibaadat
Ishq hai uska dusra naam

Nirbhay hai woh,
Nidarr hai
Badhe aage,
Bina dare

Mann mein hai vishwaas
Bharose ka dusra naam
Pyaar ki moorat hai woh
Devi ka avtaar hai

Sammaan ki hakdaar hai
Saare rishton ko nibhaati hai
Himmat ka ek aur naam hai woh
Aurat woh kehlaati hai...

A closed chapter

Deep in my thoughts i think of you
I put myself to sleep because your memories still haunt me
I had never seen myself so helpless before
Life became my teacher
I learnt to get up after the fall
Badly injuried i was but i managed to walk
I kept on walking without a pause
Fed up i am with this job of pushing away the haunting memories
At times some of your words ring in my ears
Heart remembers each promise which you did
Only to reliase that they were all made to be broken
You blamed me that i cheated you
But the truth is i was loyal and you betrayed me
You broke my trust and shattered my heart into pieces
I am proud about my heart
Because even after being hurt, cheated & broken into pieces
It beats.....
Beats for one person now and that is me....
The cuts hurt at times
But it doesn't ache
The wounds get fresh like green grass
But i don't care
For me you are nothing but a closed chapter in my novel of life......

Mother: a fairy

She's a fairy
Who showers you with unconditional love
She doesn't bother about herself
But is worried about you
It kills her to see you shattered
She prays for your well being everyday
The day you were born
Her world started revolving around you
Along with your birth she was reborn
You were in her arms
When she kissed you on your forehead
Along with that kiss she gave away all her happiness
You may hurt her, but she never hurts you back
You may hate her, but she'll only love you even more
You may choose to go away from her
She'll never push you at any cost
She's a tresure sent by God
Preserve her
People may leave you
But she won't
She smiled seeing you cry
On the day you were born
That was the last time her lips curved into a smile
Seeing tears in your eyes
After that day till date
She never laughs when you cry
You might not be there for her
When she needs nobody except you
No matter what you'll always find her beside you
Her heart beats only for two people
One is YOU and other one is her better half
She's wide awake when you are sick
She sleeps like a child on your lap at times
You needn't spend your earnings on her
Neither does she expect you to do so
She needs your precious wealth
That's nothing but your love
She needs a bit of time in your busy schedule
Never did she say she's busy
When you needs her ages ago
Then why do you pretend to be busy
Each time she needs you
Is she asking for whole of your attention..??
Not at all... A bit of care is all she needs
She heard all your non sense
She has a lot you say do you have time to listen..??
She handled all your tantrums
But do you have patience to listen to her....??
You may forget that she's your mother
But she will never forget that you are her child
You made her a MOTHER
Then why don't you treat her like one..??
You may leave her and go away
No matter how much you hurt her
You will always have your name written
A special place reserved and that's in her HEART...
She's an angel..
Love her... adore her...
Because she lives just for you...
After all she's your MOTHER...

Akelpan...

Kabhi kabhi akelapan bhi sukoon de jaata hai
Aksar apna dil hi duniya se bada sahaara bann jaata hai
Mushkil hai muskuraana aakhon mein paani liye
Par aakhir uss ek insaan ki yaad hi kaafi hai
Hotho par hasi laane ke liye
Akelepan mein bhi hai alag sa maza
Par harr waqt akele rehna acchi baat nahi
Saath rehte hai woh lamhe jo beete uss khaas insaan ke saath
Aakhir pyaar toh wahi hai
Jahan bina bole do log bahut kuch samajh jaate hai

Life goes on

A few unknowns become closer as knowns start departing
Many tend to notice the changes
Some ignore, some question and rest accept
Walking with someone feels nice
But coming back alone is the most difficult task ever
Handling things before wasn't easy but i managed
Little heart spoke lot of things within
I felt its tears, i could sense the happiness
Heart is emotional but is the strongest
Life would be simpler without some people
Bad memories haunt all night
Sleep is miles away
Tears roll down the eyes
No one knows
I shout my lungs out
No one bothers
Disturbed mind is heart is deep in thoughts
Yet i remain calm with a storm inside me
The outer me seems perfectly alright
But the inner me is breaking apart every second
No one senses the calm eyes
Heart needs peace which isn't available
Problems come and go
But life goes on as it never has an end

Dil ki baatein dil hi jaane ♥

Pata naa tha ki
Ho jaayegi dil se pyaar bhari mastiyaan
Mann mein the sapne
Aakhon mein tha jazbaa
Hausla tha buland
Dil mein bharose ka diya
Kuch kar guzarnaa chaahte toh the
Par kambakht dil ne de diya dhokha
Khaa  khaa ke thokarein dil ki
Aaj pahuche hai yahaan hum
Sapno ko paane ki chaahat hai zinda
Aakhein bunn rahi hai khwaab kai
Dil ke josh ka koi jawaab nahi
Mann ko soch ka hosh nahi
Aakhir kya karein iss bewakoof dil ka
Dil ki baatein hai
Jo dil ke alaava aur koi samajh paata nahi
Kyuki dil ki baatein dil hi jaane

Daughter's first love: DAD

 Sometimes i wonder
Is being with you just a dream
At times i think
Who am i to you
Your silly talks brings a smile on my face
Your jokes make me laugh hard
No matter how sad i am
My childhood would have been incomplete
Without you in it
You held my tiny fingers when i learnt to walk
You carried me in your strong shoulders every where
Just to avoid me from getting tired
You shout when i commit a mistake
At times you shout without reason as well
But its fine
I have been with you from the day one i am born
You held me in your arms then to protect me
Even now your arms are strong to safe guard me
If you are upset, i get restless
You are quite, i get a intuition
Of something going wrong
You never cried till today
I never wish to see tears in your eyes
A day will come when you should send me off
With an unknown
That day as well i dont wanna see your eyes moist
Because i wont be able to bear it
She scolded, you supported me
Late night coffee, early morning chants
Make me smile
Your absense, kills me
Your presense, gets a feeling of livelinees
No matter what, you will always be my first love
You will always be my hero
You are that one man who won't hurt me ever
I am upset with something
You cheer me up
The thought of getting apart from you
Gets on my nerves
Everything i have today
Is your gift
Whatever i am today it's a reflection of your ideals
And her teaching
Life would have been an incomplete journey without you

Thank you for being in my life

Thank you for everything

My fairy

I met you years ago
Our relation is 9 months more than any other
I saw you when you stood in front of the mirror
After you got to know
About my existene within you
They saw mom is angel on earth
But i say she are god's fariy on earth
He sent me to your life to make your life worth living
But your presence in my life makes my life complete
We fight, we laugh, we cry, we argue
But we equally love each other
Your happiness is what i need
Bearing world's toughest pain isnt a big deal
But the smallest drop of tear in your eye kills me
You gave a meaning to my existence
A name with his initials
They say mom is a burden after certain age
But i say burden are those who say it
They said i will be your shadow
But mom, you are unique i cant be your shadow
I wanna follow your path
But i dont wish to be your shadow
Because you are one in a million
We talk, we walk
We play, we miss
We make memories
I make every effort to make you happy
Your dreams are what i aim to fulfill
Your support is never ending
Your love is unconditional
You are a dear sweet heart mom

Love you

Thank u