Unconditional love

Dedicated to all those sons who make/made their mom's cry....

I love to watch you sleep
I spend sleepless nights sitting next to you
You keep me awake whole night
But yet I don't mind
I cry when your eyes are moist
My happiness lies in your smile
My relationship with you is 9 months more
You lie within me, grow everyday little bit with me
You teach lot of things which I never learnt
Your presence makes the difference
I love you from the core of heart
My heart beats just for you
In the cradle you sleep peacefully
And I catch you smiling even in your sleep
Singing lullabies just to make you smile is what I love to do
You hold my hand with your tiny fingers
We learn to walk holding hands together
I remember the days nights you kept me awake
I looked after you when you were ill
I grow each day with you
I live to see you prosper
You are my life for whom I am ready to die
Being your mother I have become complete
Without you my world is incomplete
Slowly I start losing you in the crowd of the world
But for your sake I am ready to bear the separation
I dream of your success
Your happiness is what I need
Patience is what you taught me
But still you be impatient with me
Listening to your broken languages made me laugh
The silly games we played, the funny moments which we had
Are the things left with me now
Just memories are found everywhere
I have totally lost you God knows where
You are with me yet away from me
I tolerated all your insults without uttering a word
But you never had time for me
I took no offence og your behaviour
You were within me for months
But you never sensed my trouble
I cry for losing the old you
But you couldn't feel my tears
I protected you from every danger
And today here I am with no roof over my head
I was proud of the fact that you were my son
But today I curse the moment I gave you birth
You have forgotten that I am your mother
But I will always remember the fact
That you are my son
I thought you will protect me in my old age
Instead you made me shed tears
When all I needed was just you
I was your support each time you needed me
But now i envy i had a daughter
Who would be my backbone
Each time you were hungry
I feeded you my share of food
Now you have left me starving all alone
I trusted you more than you deserved
You have hurt me more than I deserved
You broke my belief
And taught me another unforgettable lesson

Khud ke deewaane

Taaro se bhara khula aasaman
Chaandni ki roshni se saja
Zindagi ko jeene ka naya andaaz seekha humne aaj
Sitaaro se jami hai mehfil
Ped toh jaise
Chaand ke tale aur bhi khubsurat lag rhe hai
Hava chal rhi hai dheeme dheeme
Baaho ko failaye hue
Saans le rhe hai hum
Baadal jaise aakhn micholi khel rhe hai chaand ke sang Pyar se bula rhe hai saare taare hume
Jeena chaahte hai hum iss pal ko jee bhar ke
Kuch alag sa ehsaas hai aaj dil mein
Raat ki chuppi
Raaho ki shaitani harkatein
Badi pyaari lagti hai
Aaj khud se mile hum
Ek naye sire se
Chal rha hai silsila khud mein ghum ho jaane ka
Khud ke pyar mein bahut zyada dube hai hum
Chaandni ki khamoshi
Chaand ka muskurana
Taaro ki shaanti
Mann ka sukoon
Aatma mein raahat
Inn sab ke saath bade khush hai hum
Chaand hume dekh kr muskura raha hai
Taare jal rhe hai
Kyuki unn taaro se zyada
Hum iss chaandni raat ka maza le rhe hai
Aakhn micholi ka khel chaand aur baadalo ke sang
Hum bhi khel rhe hai
Aa raha hai bada maza iss khel mein
Doobe jaa rahe hai hum Khud ke pyar mein ahr bhi zyaada
Kya kare aakhir khud ke deewaane hai hum

Jeene de

Kokh mein palti hu tere
Hissa hu main tera
Pyar karti hu tujhse
Khud se zyada
Dhadakta hai mera bhi dil
Har roz badhti hu thoda thoda
Teri aakhon se dekhti hu main duniya ko
Teri saanso mein hai meri jaan
Hasti roti hu tere sang
Khud ko rang leti hu main tere rang mein
Meri berang si duniya ko rangeen banaya tu ne
Hak hai tera mujh pr sabse pehle
Khuda ka farishta hu main
Papa ki raajkumari hu
Teri laadli hu main
Pr kyu maarti hai tu mujhe
Yeh jaankar ki
Aakhir ek ladki hu main
Kehti hu main bhi tujhe "MAA"
Lekin kyu mujhse pyar nhi hai tujhe...??
Teri hi parchaai hu main
Par phir bhi khud se door kyu kar deti hai mujhe..??
Duniya ki sabse acchi beti ban kar dikhaungi main
Lekin maa.... mat maar mujhe
Jeena chaahti hu main
Tere khwaabo ko pura karna chaahti hu
Sapne jo tune bune hai
Unhe such karne ki chaahat hai meri
Lekin yeh sab sirf tab hoga
Jab tu mujhe iss duniya mein kadam rakhne degi
Gala mat ghotna mera
Beti hu toh kya hua...??
Aakhir main bhi insaan hu maa..
Tera hi ansh hu
Door mat kar mujhe maa
Jee nahi paaungi tere bina
Bhale hi main tera eklauta sahara nhi hu
Par main... main toh iss anjaan duniya mein
Sirf tujhe jaanti hu maa
Tu hi hai mere liye sab kuch
Mat maar maa
Mujhe mat maar
Jeene de mujhe ....
Kyuki tu maane ya naa maane
Teri hi beti hu main.......

Janmadaate

Naa iruve ninnalli
Ninna ond sanna bhaaga nanu
Khushi ind iruve naa ninna jote
Dinada suryodaya kaanuve naa santoshadinda
Nakshatragala raashiyu kaanuvudu aakasha vella
Naa iruve ninagaagi sada
Kaapaduve ninna
Araluvudu saaviraaru hoo raashi ninna manadangaldi
Suprabhaata haadalu kaayutiruva pakshigala raashi
Manadalli huttutive nooraaru kanasu
Aa kanasannu padeyuve naa ninna bali nintu
Ninna neralinalli ella iruvaru surakshita
Nee illadidare iruvudilla ee jeeva
Ninna madilalli tale ittu malaguva ond aase
Puraisu nammellara ee aaseya nee
Kareyuvavaru ninna janmadaate
Nee nammellara prakruti taayi
Nadeyuvevu naavella ninnondige sada
Nee iddare naavella
Naaviddare inn ella.....

Kab Milegi AAZAADI....

Khule aasmaan mein aazaad udne waali panchi hai woh
Kaid kar rakha hai usko naa jaane kyu
Chaar diwari mein band ghut rahi hai woh
Par hai nahi fikar uski kisi ko
Pal pal maut ka intezaar hai usse
Lekin kismat ka khel hi hai niraalaa
Uss ko apni mukti bhi naseeb nahi
Aakhein hai laal uski hotho par gehri chot hai
Haatho par hai nishaan hazaaro
Pairo ki haalat hai kharaab
Badan pe uske hai chaale karodo
Pet mein uske kai dino se kuch gaya nahi
Bhukhi pyaasi padi hai woh wahaan door kone mein
Bandhi hai zanjeero se jinhe todna uske bas ki baat nahi
Thak gayi hai woh ladte ladte
Bachi nahi ab zyaada himmat uss mein sehne ki
Logo ki nazar se chupte chupte jeena padta hai usko
Pyaar ki bhook hai usse
Khayaal ki zaroorat hai
Malham chaahiye usko khushi ka
Badnaseebi hai uski yaa logo ki badtameezi yeh toh pata nahi
Cheekh uski koi sunn ne wala hai nahi
Pukaar uski kaid reh jaati hai chaar diwaari mein
Mann hi mann maangti hai woh rehem ki bheekh khuda se 
Logo ne muh pher liya uss se khuda jaane kyu
Badsalooki ki uske saath
Beimtehaan pareshaan kiya usko
Bematlab taqleef pahuchaayi usse
Kya kasoor tha uska
Agar galati thi uski toh bas itna ki
Woh chup rahi, sehti gayi
Taaqat ki murti hai woh seh legi sab kuch
Lekin usko itna naa tadpaao ki
Woh khud apna wajood bhul jaaye
Ehsaas hi nahi hai usse ki woh ek insaan hai
Paap nahi pari hai woh
Galati woh nahi aap karte ho
Usko tadpaakar
Gumsum hai woh iska matlab yeh nahi ki
Usko bolna aata nahi
Galati uski nahi aapki hai
Jo uski khaamoshi ko
Galat samajhne ka gunaah kar baithte ho

Heart: A Juke Box

Life is filled with unexpected surprises
At times its rude yet kind
Sometimes its harsh yet mild
Heart is wild, ribs are cages
Simple life would be without a heart
Each stage has a different experience for you
Never expect too much from people
Because they just know to cheat
Stuck up in a situation I am
In a battle between my heart and my mind
Listen to your heart always
Because mind is one such organ
Which isn't capable of taking a decision
Heart is on the left but is always right
Life doesn't go on our path
Instead it makes us walk on its own way
Never push life away from you
Because once gone, it doesn't come back
Live each moment as though its the end
Things happen unexpectedly in the journey of life
Who knows, the next station may be your last
Smile always, because life isn't that short as well
Take lessons from your mistakes
Learn to live with a smile
Someone, somewhere lives for your smile
And your happiness is the reason why they exist
Heart is just a juke box for the music of life

Friendship: a wonderful gift

I always thought we were having fun
But actually we were making memories instead
Life would be so beautiful I never knew
Dealing with things wasn't an easy task
Yet I managed
Handling situations was never easy
But still I handled
A year ago we were strangers
Look at us now we are the best of friends
Life without you is unimaginable
After some years
Who knows what Destiny has in store for whom
We crossed each other's path
For some unknown reason
I don't know what's my future
Time flew having fun, enjoying
We didn't realize
Now the time isn't far when we have to part ways
No matter what
You guys made my life worth living
Today's enjoyment will be tomorrow's memories
Eyes moist at the thought of bidding goodbye
Where ever you go
However you are
All of you have special place in MY HEART