Saturday 28 October 2017

Letter to my (future) baby #1

My dear baby,
     Mumma misses you a lot. You know i have faced things in my life mostly what i have faced is trust issues but the problem is my parents don't see it. They feel just coz they have provided me with every luxury i shouldn't have any issues. But unfortunately they have never been my friends. They say mother is daughter's best friend but in my case forget best friend my mother never tried to befriend me in the first place. My mom always doubted me for every silly thing. Now a days my words also prick their ears even if I just talk normally, they feel i am yelling at them, i am angry which isn't true. I too have my limits, I too can get irritated, i too have patience. The more patience i show, the more they test it. Is being impatient at times is a crime? It's not that i don't love them but even love has limits.
Having them as my parents, i feel lucky sometimes but sometimes i wish they would understand me.
  The bridge of understanding never built between me and my parents but it won't be the same with you and me.

Love
Mumma

Sunday 8 October 2017

Love ❤

A smile he carried always
She caught his every lie
He looked everywhere except her
She looked deep into his eyes,
A hug was all he needed to shatter
A hug was all she had to give him
Shr hugged him as if he was her baby
His grip tightened around her
She could feel him break down
She just let him shed tears
Coz it was the outburst of his patience and love
All she did was just held him tightly and kept him close
She calmed him
He looked serene after the down pour
"Love is all about being with the person when they need you" he always said
And today she proved it right for him

ನೀನು

ಕಣ್ಣಂಚಲಿ ಬಚ್ಚಿಡುವೆ ನಿನ್ನ ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ
ಮನಸ್ಸಲ್ಲಿ ಮನೆ ಮಾಡಿ ಇರು ನೀ ಅಲ್ಲಿ
ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಕಣ್ಣಿಟ್ಟು ಕಾಪಾಡುವೆ ನಾ ನಿನ್ನ
ಹೋಗಬೇಡ ನನ್ನಿಂದ ದೂರ ನೀ ಇನ್ನ
ಓ ಗೆಳಯ, ಯಾಕೆ ಹೀಗೆ ಕಾಪಾಡುವೆ ನೀ ನನ್ನ
ಎಂದಿಗೂ ಇರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ ನೀ ನನ್ನೊಂದಿಗೆ
ಒಂದಲ್ಲ ಒಂದು ದಿನ ಹೋಗುವೆ ದೂರ ನೀನು
ಆಗ ನಾನಾಗುವೆ ನೀರಿಲ್ಲದ ಮೀನು
ಹಾರಲು ಬಿಡು ನನ್ನ, ಬರುವೆ ಪುನಃ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಳಿಯೇ ನಾನು
ಮನಸ್ಸು ಒಂದು ಹಕ್ಕಿ ಆದ್ರೆ ನೀನೇ ಅದರ ಒಡೆಯ
ನಿನ್ನ ಸಖಿಯಾಗಿ ಇರುವಾಸೆ ನನಗೆ
ಆಳಾಗಿ ಇರುವ ಇಚ್ಛೆ ಇಲ್ಲ
ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ, ನನ್ನ ಬಾಳ ಸಂಗಾತಿ ನೀನು
ಕೈ ಬಿಡಲಾರೆ ಎಂದಿಗೂ ನಾ
ಸಪ್ತಪದಿ ತುಳಿದು ಬಾ ನನ್ನ ಮನೆ ಬೆಳಕಾಗಿ
ಕಾರಣ, ನಿನ್ನ ಆಗಮನ ತಂದಿದೆ ನನ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಹೊಳಪು ಹೇಳುತ್ತಾರೆ ಎಲ್ಲ

Baby

My dear baby,
     Mumma misses you a lot. You know i have faced things in my life mostly what i have faced is trust issues but the problem is my parents don't see it. They feel just coz they have provided me with every luxury i shouldn't have any issues. But unfortunately they have never been my friends. They say mother is daughter's best friend but in my case forget best friend my mother never tried to befriend me in the first place. My mom always doubted me for every silly thing. Now a days my words also prick their ears even if I just talk normally, they feel i am yelling at them, i am angry which isn't true. I too have my limits, I too can get irritated, i too have patience. The more patience i show, the more they test it. Is being impatient at times is a crime? It's not that i don't love them but even love has limits.
Having them as my parents, i feel lucky sometimes but sometimes i wish they would understand me.
  The bridge of understanding never built between me and my parents but it won't be the same with you and me.

प्यार

माना था उन्हें सब कुछ
ऐसे चल दिए वो आज
जैसे हम उनके कुछ नहीं
पहले बोला करते थे कि
"तुम ही मेरा सब कुछ हो"
आज कोई और मिल गई तो हम ख़ूबसूरत रहे नहीं
ना जाने क्यों ऐसे लोग प्यार को मज़ाक बनाते है
लोग बुरे होते है,
प्यार को बुरा कहा जाता है
इंसान बेवफ़ाई करता है,
मोहब्बत को बेवफ़ा बोला जाता है
सब कुछ करे इंसान और बेकार में बदनाम होता है प्यार