Friday 26 December 2014

Unconditional love

Dedicated to all those sons who make/made their mom's cry....

I love to watch you sleep
I spend sleepless nights sitting next to you
You keep me awake whole night
But yet I don't mind
I cry when your eyes are moist
My happiness lies in your smile
My relationship with you is 9 months more
You lie within me, grow everyday little bit with me
You teach lot of things which I never learnt
Your presence makes the difference
I love you from the core of heart
My heart beats just for you
In the cradle you sleep peacefully
And I catch you smiling even in your sleep
Singing lullabies just to make you smile is what I love to do
You hold my hand with your tiny fingers
We learn to walk holding hands together
I remember the days nights you kept me awake
I looked after you when you were ill
I grow each day with you
I live to see you prosper
You are my life for whom I am ready to die
Being your mother I have become complete
Without you my world is incomplete
Slowly I start losing you in the crowd of the world
But for your sake I am ready to bear the separation
I dream of your success
Your happiness is what I need
Patience is what you taught me
But still you be impatient with me
Listening to your broken languages made me laugh
The silly games we played, the funny moments which we had
Are the things left with me now
Just memories are found everywhere
I have totally lost you God knows where
You are with me yet away from me
I tolerated all your insults without uttering a word
But you never had time for me
I took no offence og your behaviour
You were within me for months
But you never sensed my trouble
I cry for losing the old you
But you couldn't feel my tears
I protected you from every danger
And today here I am with no roof over my head
I was proud of the fact that you were my son
But today I curse the moment I gave you birth
You have forgotten that I am your mother
But I will always remember the fact
That you are my son
I thought you will protect me in my old age
Instead you made me shed tears
When all I needed was just you
I was your support each time you needed me
But now i envy i had a daughter
Who would be my backbone
Each time you were hungry
I feeded you my share of food
Now you have left me starving all alone
I trusted you more than you deserved
You have hurt me more than I deserved
You broke my belief
And taught me another unforgettable lesson

Thursday 25 December 2014

Khud ke deewaane

Taaro se bhara khula aasaman
Chaandni ki roshni se saja
Zindagi ko jeene ka naya andaaz seekha humne aaj
Sitaaro se jami hai mehfil
Ped toh jaise
Chaand ke tale aur bhi khubsurat lag rhe hai
Hava chal rhi hai dheeme dheeme
Baaho ko failaye hue
Saans le rhe hai hum
Baadal jaise aakhn micholi khel rhe hai chaand ke sang Pyar se bula rhe hai saare taare hume
Jeena chaahte hai hum iss pal ko jee bhar ke
Kuch alag sa ehsaas hai aaj dil mein
Raat ki chuppi
Raaho ki shaitani harkatein
Badi pyaari lagti hai
Aaj khud se mile hum
Ek naye sire se
Chal rha hai silsila khud mein ghum ho jaane ka
Khud ke pyar mein bahut zyada dube hai hum
Chaandni ki khamoshi
Chaand ka muskurana
Taaro ki shaanti
Mann ka sukoon
Aatma mein raahat
Inn sab ke saath bade khush hai hum
Chaand hume dekh kr muskura raha hai
Taare jal rhe hai
Kyuki unn taaro se zyada
Hum iss chaandni raat ka maza le rhe hai
Aakhn micholi ka khel chaand aur baadalo ke sang
Hum bhi khel rhe hai
Aa raha hai bada maza iss khel mein
Doobe jaa rahe hai hum Khud ke pyar mein ahr bhi zyaada
Kya kare aakhir khud ke deewaane hai hum

Jeene de

Kokh mein palti hu tere
Hissa hu main tera
Pyar karti hu tujhse
Khud se zyada
Dhadakta hai mera bhi dil
Har roz badhti hu thoda thoda
Teri aakhon se dekhti hu main duniya ko
Teri saanso mein hai meri jaan
Hasti roti hu tere sang
Khud ko rang leti hu main tere rang mein
Meri berang si duniya ko rangeen banaya tu ne
Hak hai tera mujh pr sabse pehle
Khuda ka farishta hu main
Papa ki raajkumari hu
Teri laadli hu main
Pr kyu maarti hai tu mujhe
Yeh jaankar ki
Aakhir ek ladki hu main
Kehti hu main bhi tujhe "MAA"
Lekin kyu mujhse pyar nhi hai tujhe...??
Teri hi parchaai hu main
Par phir bhi khud se door kyu kar deti hai mujhe..??
Duniya ki sabse acchi beti ban kar dikhaungi main
Lekin maa.... mat maar mujhe
Jeena chaahti hu main
Tere khwaabo ko pura karna chaahti hu
Sapne jo tune bune hai
Unhe such karne ki chaahat hai meri
Lekin yeh sab sirf tab hoga
Jab tu mujhe iss duniya mein kadam rakhne degi
Gala mat ghotna mera
Beti hu toh kya hua...??
Aakhir main bhi insaan hu maa..
Tera hi ansh hu
Door mat kar mujhe maa
Jee nahi paaungi tere bina
Bhale hi main tera eklauta sahara nhi hu
Par main... main toh iss anjaan duniya mein
Sirf tujhe jaanti hu maa
Tu hi hai mere liye sab kuch
Mat maar maa
Mujhe mat maar
Jeene de mujhe ....
Kyuki tu maane ya naa maane
Teri hi beti hu main.......

Janmadaate

Naa iruve ninnalli
Ninna ond sanna bhaaga nanu
Khushi ind iruve naa ninna jote
Dinada suryodaya kaanuve naa santoshadinda
Nakshatragala raashiyu kaanuvudu aakasha vella
Naa iruve ninagaagi sada
Kaapaduve ninna
Araluvudu saaviraaru hoo raashi ninna manadangaldi
Suprabhaata haadalu kaayutiruva pakshigala raashi
Manadalli huttutive nooraaru kanasu
Aa kanasannu padeyuve naa ninna bali nintu
Ninna neralinalli ella iruvaru surakshita
Nee illadidare iruvudilla ee jeeva
Ninna madilalli tale ittu malaguva ond aase
Puraisu nammellara ee aaseya nee
Kareyuvavaru ninna janmadaate
Nee nammellara prakruti taayi
Nadeyuvevu naavella ninnondige sada
Nee iddare naavella
Naaviddare inn ella.....

Thursday 18 December 2014

Kab Milegi AAZAADI....

Khule aasmaan mein aazaad udne waali panchi hai woh
Kaid kar rakha hai usko naa jaane kyu
Chaar diwari mein band ghut rahi hai woh
Par hai nahi fikar uski kisi ko
Pal pal maut ka intezaar hai usse
Lekin kismat ka khel hi hai niraalaa
Uss ko apni mukti bhi naseeb nahi
Aakhein hai laal uski hotho par gehri chot hai
Haatho par hai nishaan hazaaro
Pairo ki haalat hai kharaab
Badan pe uske hai chaale karodo
Pet mein uske kai dino se kuch gaya nahi
Bhukhi pyaasi padi hai woh wahaan door kone mein
Bandhi hai zanjeero se jinhe todna uske bas ki baat nahi
Thak gayi hai woh ladte ladte
Bachi nahi ab zyaada himmat uss mein sehne ki
Logo ki nazar se chupte chupte jeena padta hai usko
Pyaar ki bhook hai usse
Khayaal ki zaroorat hai
Malham chaahiye usko khushi ka
Badnaseebi hai uski yaa logo ki badtameezi yeh toh pata nahi
Cheekh uski koi sunn ne wala hai nahi
Pukaar uski kaid reh jaati hai chaar diwaari mein
Mann hi mann maangti hai woh rehem ki bheekh khuda se 
Logo ne muh pher liya uss se khuda jaane kyu
Badsalooki ki uske saath
Beimtehaan pareshaan kiya usko
Bematlab taqleef pahuchaayi usse
Kya kasoor tha uska
Agar galati thi uski toh bas itna ki
Woh chup rahi, sehti gayi
Taaqat ki murti hai woh seh legi sab kuch
Lekin usko itna naa tadpaao ki
Woh khud apna wajood bhul jaaye
Ehsaas hi nahi hai usse ki woh ek insaan hai
Paap nahi pari hai woh
Galati woh nahi aap karte ho
Usko tadpaakar
Gumsum hai woh iska matlab yeh nahi ki
Usko bolna aata nahi
Galati uski nahi aapki hai
Jo uski khaamoshi ko
Galat samajhne ka gunaah kar baithte ho

Sunday 14 December 2014

Heart: A Juke Box

Life is filled with unexpected surprises
At times its rude yet kind
Sometimes its harsh yet mild
Heart is wild, ribs are cages
Simple life would be without a heart
Each stage has a different experience for you
Never expect too much from people
Because they just know to cheat
Stuck up in a situation I am
In a battle between my heart and my mind
Listen to your heart always
Because mind is one such organ
Which isn't capable of taking a decision
Heart is on the left but is always right
Life doesn't go on our path
Instead it makes us walk on its own way
Never push life away from you
Because once gone, it doesn't come back
Live each moment as though its the end
Things happen unexpectedly in the journey of life
Who knows, the next station may be your last
Smile always, because life isn't that short as well
Take lessons from your mistakes
Learn to live with a smile
Someone, somewhere lives for your smile
And your happiness is the reason why they exist
Heart is just a juke box for the music of life

Saturday 13 December 2014

Friendship: a wonderful gift

I always thought we were having fun
But actually we were making memories instead
Life would be so beautiful I never knew
Dealing with things wasn't an easy task
Yet I managed
Handling situations was never easy
But still I handled
A year ago we were strangers
Look at us now we are the best of friends
Life without you is unimaginable
After some years
Who knows what Destiny has in store for whom
We crossed each other's path
For some unknown reason
I don't know what's my future
Time flew having fun, enjoying
We didn't realize
Now the time isn't far when we have to part ways
No matter what
You guys made my life worth living
Today's enjoyment will be tomorrow's memories
Eyes moist at the thought of bidding goodbye
Where ever you go
However you are
All of you have special place in MY HEART

Thursday 27 November 2014

Dil ki baat

Pal pal dard ke iss ehsaas ne kar diya hai hume bejaan sa
Mazboot hai huamra dil aaj bhi sab kuch seh lega yeh
Ajnabee se ho gaye hai hum
Anjaane se rehne lage hai
Khushi hai ki, hum tak aati nahi
Gham hai jo hume chod kar kahi jaati nahi
Piss raha hai bechaara dil humaara
Sunn li humne dimaag ki baat ek baar zindagi mein
Chod diya marne apne dil ko akela
Saha uss maasum ne bahut kuch chup chaap
Ek baar socha hota humne uss dil ke baare mein
Jo khada raha ban kar humari reed ki haddi
Bhul se gaye the uss nanhi si jaan ko
Par ab aur nahi
Tuta hai toh kya aaj bhi mazboot hai
Diya saath humara iss ne harr pal harr kadam
Kadar naa ki humne iski zindagi mein pehli baar
Galati thi humari jo naa maani apne dil ki baat
Dobaara dohraana nahi hume uss galati ko
Kyuki phir se apne dil ko til til marta hua dekh naa payenge hum

Sunday 23 November 2014

Dostaana Humaara

Ruth kar humse kabhi dur naa jaana aap
Pal pal aapka ehsaas zindagi ko aur accha banata hai
Harr ghadi khush rehte hai hum
Mann mein maangte hai duaa aapke liye
Khush naseebo ki zindagi mein hote hai aap jaise log
Khudaa ka shukriyaada karte hai hum
Kyuki bheja unhone aapko humari zindagi mein
Dur jaane ka khayaal hi mann ko daraa deta hai
Dosti ka yeh khubsoorat anokha rishta hai humara aapse
Ruth jaaooge humse aap toh seh naa paayega yeh dil
Kuch saalo se dost hai hum par aisa lagta nahi
Naa jaane kyy aakhein baar baar bhar aati hai humari
Aap sab se dur jaane ke baare mein soch kar hi
Zindagi ko jeene laayak banaya aapne
Hasna rona aap ke sang sikhayaa aapne
Ab dur mat jaana mere dosto
Kyuki aapke bina jee naa sakenge hum
Maut bhi sweekaar hai hum aapki dosti ke badle
Kyuki aakhir woh jeena hi kya jis mein dosto ki dosti naa ho

Friday 21 November 2014

mazboot sahaara

Thandi si yeh hawa kuch keh rahi hai hum se
Taaro ki roshni de rahi hai halka sa sukoon
Lambe lambe yeh ped khaamosh khade hai
Udti zulfe humari chupa rahi hai humara dard
Mann hi mann khush hai hum naa jaane kyu
Pal pal ek alag sa ehsaas chu raha ha dil ko
Lag raha hai jaise phir se jeene lage hai hum
Kaapte yeh thade jhoke
Aazaad hai apni kahaani baantne ko
Harr ghadi ek naya josh ek naya anubhav
Milne lage hai hum khud se aur bhi zyaada
Pyaar karne lage hai hum phir se beintehaan
Dil dhadakne laga hai ab dubaara
Khayaal aata hai unn lamho ko jo choot gaye iss bhaag daud mein
Kehte hai zindagi choti hoti hai
Agar such hai yeh toh maano meri baat mere dosto
Jee lo yeh khaas pal apne saath
Bikhar gaye the hum par ab samet liya hai sab kuch humne
Shuru ki hai zindagi ka naya daur kisi ko sang liye
Accha lagne laga hai harr pal uss khaas insaan ke saath
Pehle toh sirf zinda the
Lekin ab jeene lage hai
Maafi mil gayi hume uss khaas insaan se
Paa liya rab ko humne
Khushi se daaman bhar gaya hai
Dil mein ab koi dard koi gham nahi
Mann mein koi gile shikwe nahi
Halka mehsoos ho raha hai ab hume
Kyuki humare dil mein ab koi bojh nahi
Vaakai bahut bada hai humara dil
Jisne bina kuch soche humaari harr galati ki maafi de di
Mohabbat toh hai hume
Lekin iss baar sirf humare dil se apne aap se
Kyuki duniya dhokha de sakti hai par dil nahi
Bharosa hai iss baat ka ki ab hum bikharenge nahi
Kyuki aakhir thaama hai humare dil me humaara haath

Monday 17 November 2014

Naazuk hote hai yeh "rishte"

Naa jaane kyu rishto ka ghar hota hai bahut naazuk
Harr ghadi tutne ka darr laga rehta hai dil mein
Rishto ko bachaane ki harr koshish mein
Kho diya apna aatma sammaan
Harr pal rishtedaaro ke khaatir chadha di apne khushiyo ki bali
Phir bhi kuch naa kuch pad hi jaata hai kam
Thak gaye hai hum rishto ka bojh uthate uthate
Lekin khaamosh hai hum
Mann mein kosa apne kismat ko
Rooh ki cheekh sunn naa paaya koi
Mazaak banaya gaya humara harr waqt
Par phir bhi chup the hum
Aasu baha raha hai bechaara dil humara
Lekin unn aasuo ko pochne waala koi nhi
Muskuraahat chinn si gayi hai humari
Pal do pal ka saath tha humara inn rishton se
Jo ab choot gaya hai
Kisi ki khushi ke khaatir nibhaya humne harr woh rishta
Jo hume sabse zyaada taqleef de jaata
Chot khaayi humne harr baar
Lekin ki nhi shikaayat kabhi kisi se
Haar gaye hai hum ab inn rishto ke saamne
Kyuki ab inn bematlab rishto ko nibhaa kar
Khud ki bali chadhaane ka ab hume koi shauk nhi

Sunday 16 November 2014

Strange life

Sometimes some things are meant to be learnt from life
Today's mistakes wil b tomorrow's lessons
Not always wil life be fair
But it won't b unfair either
Life always teaches us unforgetable lessons
Learn to smile & accept the lessons which life teaches
Life is not always abt being happy
Its abt being able to smile even when u are in tears
At times ppl feel u have the best life
Dey envy they had a life style like yours
But they r not aware of what u are going through
Someone somewhere lives for u
Prays for ur well being
Life isnt as simple it seems to be
Its all about how you define it
And not what others define it for u
Life is all yours
Live it the way you want
Not the way others want you to lead it
Learn as much as you can
Because time once gone never comes back
Never envy to be in someone's place
Because you are unaware of what their life is all about
Simple life is with all its complications
Remember life is never complicated
Its people who complicate it
Live each day as if its your last day
You never know what the future has in store for you
Give everything your best shot
May be one day you'll achieve what others couldn't
Simplicity is the essence of life
Life is meaningless without you in it

Ajeeb sa yeh dil

Kabhi socha naa tha
Zindagi mein aayega ek mod aisa
Jab batt jaayenge hum do hisso mein
Jab bikhar jaayengi cheeze iss kadar ki
Unhe phir sametna hoga bahut mushkil
Baar baar socha humne apni galatiyo ke baare mein
Pr jaan naa sake apne gunah
Chuppi saadhe khade the bejaan aise
Jaise insaan nhi hai hum
Dil ne kaha bahut kuch
Pr sunn ne waala koi nhi
Dimag ne machaya shor aisa
Jaisa puri duniya behri ho jaayegi
Mann mein the kai sawaal
Pr jawaab mila mila nhi
Aur milne ki aasha bhi naa thi
Yaado ke dher mein mila ek aisa heera
Jisne hume kar diya andha
Tuta bharosa humara iss hadd tak ki
Phir judne ki koi gunjaaish nhi bachi
Lekin phir bhi maun the hum
Paaya khud ko itna akela ki
Humara saaya bhi chod chuka tha humara haath
Dil mein sawaal liye
Mann mein ghaav liye
Aakhon mein aasu liye
Chal pade hum ek anjaan safar pr
Ajnabi raah pr apne rooh k saath
Andhera itna jitna hota hai kaali ghufa mein
Choota sab ka haath
Andhere mein toh
Saaya bhi saath chod deta hai
Mila ek aise shaks ka saath hume
Jise kehti hai bewakoof saari duniya
Rehta hai harr pal saath humare pr samajh naa paaya koi
Kosa jisko harr ghadi harr lamha
Gussa kiya jis par
Lekin uss ne humara haath choda nhi
Woh aur koi nhi humara dil hai
Jiske bina adhure hai hum
Sang jinke pure hai hum

Friday 7 November 2014

Khawaabo ka aashiyaana

Paana chaahte hai bahut kuch
Sapne sanjoye hai hazaaro
Aakhon ne bune hai khwahishein kai
Mann betaab hai bhaagne ko
Sapno mein dekha hai khud ko kaamiyaab
Uss sapne ko such karne chaahte hai hum
Mann hi mann thaan li hai ki
Ab jiyege toh sirf unn sapno ke khaatir
Woh garv aur kahi nhi milta
Woh aatma sammaan sukoon de jaata hai
Saalam thokte hai hum apne sapno ko
Unhe haqeeqat mein badalna chaahte hai
Kehte hai sapno ki duniya rangeen hoti hai
Pr asal mein sapne rangeen tab bante hai
Jab hum unke peeche bhaage taaki woh such ho
Sapne dekhne ka haq sab ko hai
Unhe pura karna yaa naa karna
Aap par nirbhar hai
Woh khushi jab humara sapna such hua ho
Woh ehsaas
Jab hum apne sapno ko paane ke khaatir jee jaan laga dete hai
Pal pal jeena apne sapno ke saath Aur ek din unn sapno ko pura karke saans lena
Alag hi josh de jaata hai
Hum woh nahi jo sapne sajaye aur bhul jaaye
Hum unn logo mein se hai
Jo sapne dekhna jaante hai
Aur unhe such karne ki himmat bhi rakhte hai
Sab ke bas ki baat nhi
Aur hum haar maan ne waalo mein se nhi

Sunday 2 November 2014

Humari duniya

Diya aapne saath humara
Harr pal harr kadam
Mann mein the kai sawaal aapko lekar
Pr dheere dheere mile sab ke jawaab
Adhure the hum aapke bina
Khalti thi kami ek bhai ki pehle
Par ab aur nahi
Mile aap zindagi k registhan mein paani ki ek boond k jaise
Khayaal rakha humara ek mulayam gulab k jaise
Kaante aaye bahut saare
Pr mita naa saka koi kaanta humare iss bandhan ka astitva
Jeete hai hum aapki badaulat
Naaz hai hume khud pr
Kyuki aapki ek muskurahat ki vajah hum bhi bante hai
Kabhi kabhi dil mein khayaal aata hai ki
Reh jaaye ban kr aapki nanhi pari hum humesha k liye
Maana hai aapko apna sab kuch humne
Nahi jaante humari kya jagah hai aapki zindagi mein
Lekin aapki jagah hai bhagwaan k baad humari zindagi mein
Harr baar khuda se maangte hai aapki khushi
Kyuki aapki muskuraahat mein hai humari hasi
Aapke aakhon mein ek boond aasu dil ko taar taar kar deti hai
Aapke liye kuch bhi kar jaane ka jee karta hai
Aapke baare mein soch kr hi
Chehre pr humare aati hai halki si muskuraahat
Pal do pal ka naata humara nahi
Rakhi baandha hai sirf naam ke liye nahi
Aksar aap se door jaane ka khwaab ki
Jee ko jakhzor deta hai
Duniya ki hume koi parvaah nhi
Aapke alava aur kisi pe bharosa nahi
Dil mein baste ho aap dhadkan ke jaise
Rooh mein rehte ho aap aatma ke samaan
Aakhon mein baste ho sapno ki tarah
Humari duniya aap ho
Aakhir aap hi toh ho woh jis ke liye zinda hai hum
Bhai behen ka yeh rishta aur rishton ki tarah kamzor nahi
Kyuki ek dusre ke dil mein rehte hai hum

Your presence

I never thought living without u wuld b so tough
The thought of getting away from u makes me mad
Life was never like this before
But ur presence does make the difference
My life is unimaginable without u
Simple it is with u beside me
I live a life with problems in it
But when I have u next to me
Everything seems simple
Life was a battlefield for me
After u entered it became heavenly
I love my life just because u are in it
Before problems seemed so difficult
Now I deal with them with a smile
As it makes me feel better
I sit for long & think of ur place in my life
Slowly I discover u r my life
Your thought brings a wide smile on my face
Your tears cut my heart into slices
Your happiness is my top priority
Your sorrow is ur option
I pray god to exchange our happiness & sorrows
Because my happiness lies in your smile
You smile & my day is made
I live a royal life when I am with you
I am ur little princess who lives just for u
Life would take such a turn I never thought
I met you a few years ago
But I feel I know you from the day one I was born
Little did I know that
You would matter so much in my life
I would have asked god to send you in my life before
I love to see you smile
Afterall I am your sis
Who is ready to quit her life Just to get happiness for her brother
You are my Angel sent by God himself
And I would never upset my God
U'll be preserved until I'm alive
And after that my God will protect you

Saturday 1 November 2014

Yaadon ki baaraat

Milna likha tha humara
Mile hum anjaan bankr
Bicchde bhi anjaan rehkr
Yaado ka yeh silsila hai
Jo kabhi khatam hota nhi
Log badal jaate hai pr yaadein nhi
Harr ghadi badalti hai karvat zindagi
Maano harr pal ek nayi kali khil rhi hai
Logo ko bhulne ki koshish hai humari
Pr yeh yaadein hume unhe bhulne deti nhi
Jee liye humne pyaar bhare lamhe ek baar
Ab unn palo ko yaad krne ka shauk hume nhi
Nanhi nanhi karvato mein
Simat si gayi hai khushi
Dil ne pucha
"Kya mujhe muskuraane ka haq nahi..?"
Jiska jawaab de naa paaye hum
Uss ek sawaal ne jakhjor diya humare mann ko
Mann hi mann darr sa laga rhta hai kabhi kabhi
Kyuki aksar kaha jaata hai ki
Khushiyo ko logo ki nazar lagte der nhi lagti
Lagi nazar kisi ki hume bhi
Aaye the woh zindagi mein bahaar ban ne
Par bann gaye woh haiwaan
Ro ro kr tha bura haal humara
Lekin phir bhi tute nhi hum
Dheere dheere alag hone lage hum unse
Pr unki yaado ne hume chain se jeene diya nhi
Kya kare yeh yaadein aakhir mein
Kar deti hai aakhon ko nam
Yeh yaadein hi dil ki kamzor kadi hai
Lekin hum itne kamzor nhi ki
Yaado ke haatho majboor ho jaaye
Chal pade hum phir se thaame yaadon ka haath
Ab yeh kambakhat yaadein hi hai humare saath
Humari taaqat ban kr

Thursday 23 October 2014

Tuta bharosa aur tuti dosti

Aksar woh pal aata hai zindagi mein
Jab hume chun na padta hai logo ke beech
Khushi aur zimmedaari ke beech
Aaya woh mod humari zindagi mein bhi
Khade the hum aise
Jaise koi jaa hi nhi bachi seene mein
Socha humne bahut lekin
Nazar naa aaya raasta koi
Har pal har lamha zimmedaari ko nibhaya humne
Ki harr woh koshish apne zimmedaari ko nibhane ki
Pr harr baar koi naa koi kami reh jaati
Saha humne bahut
Di apne khushi ki kurbaani
Pr aakhir hume mila kya
Maanga humne dua unke liye
Aur hume badle mein mili sirf baddua
Anjaan the hum harr baar
Jab diya jhut ko humare naam ka sahaara
Anjnabi the hum aaj tak unki asli chehre se
Harr pal sirf aur sirf jhut kaha gaya humse
Pyaar ko bachaane ke khaatir
Le li unhone dosti ki jaan
Pr phir bhi chup the hum
Mann hi mann socha ki kuch saalo ki baat hai
Kuch nhi kahenge unse
Pr din-ba-din jhut ka ghada bharta gaya
Liya gaya humare sabar ka imtehaan
Lekin phir bhi khaamosh rhe hum
Tuta humara sabar uss din
Jis din uthi ungli humare aatma samaan ke khilaf
Kho diya humne woh bacha kucha sabar
Jab baat hadd se aage badh chuka tha
Sabse zyada sabar rakha hum ne unke prati
Aur aakhir mein unhi ki badaulat
Kho baithe hum dosti pr ka bharosa
Pyaar pr toh tha hi nhi vishwaas
Lekin ab dosti pr ka bharosa bhi uth chuka hai

Thursday 16 October 2014

Khuda ka anmol tofa: ZINDAGI

Taaro se bhara khula aasaman
Chaandni ki roshni se saja
Zindagi ko jeene ka naya andaaz seekha humne aaj
Sitaaro se jami hai mehfil
Ped toh jaise
Chaand ke tale aur bhi khubsurat lag rhe hai
Hava chal rhi hai dheeme dheeme
Baaho ko failaye hue
Saans le rhe hai hum
Baadal jaise aakhn micholi khel rhe hai chaand ke sang
Pyar se bula rhe hai saare taare hume
Jeena chaahte hai hum iss pal ko jee bhar ke
Kuch alag sa ehsaas hai aaj dil mein
Raat ki chuppi
Raaho ki shaitani harkatein
Badi pyaari lagti hai
Aaj khud se mile hum
Ek naye sire se
Chal rha hai silsila khud mein ghum ho jaane ka
Khud ke pyar mein bahut zyada dube hai hum
Chaandni ki khamoshi
Chaand ka muskurana
Taaro ki shaanti
Mann ka sukoon
Aatma mein raahat
Inn sab ke saath bade khush hai hum
Chaand hume dekh kr muskura raha hai
Taare jal rhe hai
Kyuki unn taaro se zyada
Hum iss chaandni raat ka maza le rhe hai
Aakhn micholi ka khel chaand aur baadalo ke sang
Hum bhi khel rhe hai
Kyuki hum khud se bahut zyada pyar krte hai......

I love my life

Heart is fighting battles abt wich no one knws
Mind is being impatient for silly thngs
Soul is yearning 4 peace
Sumwhr i'm losing myself
Life is short i hd heard bt thot it was false
Nw learning d real meaning of wat lyf is
Simple it is wid complicated thngs in it
Nvr thot i wuld reach such a stage in d journey of lyf
Whr finding myself in d crowd of ppl wuld bcum difficult
Lyf taught me evry single thng
Bt yet sumthng is missing i feel
Heart says sumthng n mind contradicts it
Its d irony of lyf wich always proves itself right
Nvr mind & hrt goes togethr
Both go in opposite directions yet hrt wins
Sumtyms d chilling wind has sumthng 2 say 
D pouring rains says its story
Bt i dnt knw wat does my hrt want
In a confused state of mind i am
Bt still i'm managing thngs dnt knw hw
Hrt lives 4 me i live 4 sum unknwn reasn
Ppl feel i dnt shed tears
Bt dey aren't aware of d bittr truth hidden in d 4 walls
I feel helpless wen my eyes moist
Wid no option left i let d tear drops flow
Sitting wid ppl i feel alone
Spking 2 all i feel lost
God knws whr i am
Imprfection is wat i luv & live for
Bt still ppl say am prfct
Dilemma has taken place of hrt beats nw
My hrt's evry beat increases d dilemma
Yet i am quite wid nthng 2 say
Losing myself is wat i hate
Bt i guess its my fate right nw
Simple life is wid its complicated theory
Wid all its complications it is worth living
I luv my lyf d way it is

Sunday 12 October 2014

Khuda ki amanat

Paati hu khud ko tujh mein
Jeena seekhti hu tujhse
Ban na chaahti teri parchaai
Rehna chaahti hu tere aanchal ki chaav mein
Milta hai sukoon jab hoti hai tu paas
Paaya hai khud ko tujh mein kahi ghum
Ban na hai mujhe tere jaisa
Tere aanchal ko sar par oadhna chaahti hu main
Mann hi mann teri lambi umar ki kaamna karti hu
Aati hu teri godi mein lekar dhero sapne
Laati hu sab ke liye hazaaro khushiyan
Par kyun mere sapno ko, unn khushiyo ko aur mujhe
Khatam kar diya jaata hai
Karvatein badalti hu main teri kokh mein
Tere saath rehti hu main bhi nau mahine
Lekin mujhe paida hone se pehle hi kyu maara jaata hai
Main bhi apne mutthi ko band karke aati hu yahaan
Mere bhi chote - chote haath
Nanhe - nanhe pair hote hai
Khwaabo se bhari aakhein hoti hai
Jinko khulne se pehle hi band kar diya jaata hai
Main bhi badi ho kar aap dono ka naam roshan karungi
Jisko saalo baad doli mein baithna chaahiye
Usse shamshan ghaat ka raasta dikhaya jaata hai
Raat ke andhere mein jise taaro ko dekhna chaahiye
Unn ko gin na chaahiye
Aakhir mein woh khud ek taara ban kar reh jaati hai
Aisa kyu..???
Duniya mein kadam rakhne se pehle hi
Usse iss duniya ko alvida kehna padta hai
Aakhein nam ho jaati hai uski
Yeh jaan kar ki
Woh ek LADKI hai
Kyuki aaj nahi toh kal
Usse maut ke ghaat utaar diya jaayega
BETIYAN bojh nahi hoti
Woh toh khuda ki amanat hoti hai
Jis ko log pehchaan nahi paate...

MAA KI MAMTA

Nisswarth hai aapka pyaar
Karte ho beintehaan mohabbat aap humse
Bina iss iccha ke ki aapko pyaar mile pyaar k badle
Rakhti ho nau mahine apne kokh mein hume
Sehti ho harr dard hume saans dene k liye
Mann hi mann maangti ho humari salamati
Chot hume lagti hai par taqleef aapko hoti hai
Dard hota toh hume hai par aasu aapke aakhon se nikalte hai
Aapke sanskaar hai hum mein
Aapki parchaai hai hum
Pal pal karte hai aapka shukriyaada kyuki
Aapki badaulat aaj humara astitva hai
Koi hume maarta hai toh Aakhein aapki nam ho jaati hai
Aapki khushi chipi hai humari hasi mein
Aur ghum humare dard mein
Laangti ho harr seema ko aap sirf humare khaatir
Bekhauf uthati ho harr khatra humare liye
Khush naseeb hai hum ki
Humari zindagi mein aap ho
Chaahke bhi aap kuch kr nhi paati
Humare liye kabhi kabhi
Pr iss baat ka hume koi ghum nhi
Aapki maujudgi hi sabse bada tofa hai humare liye
Kyuki aakhir aap hi humari duniya hai..
Aur aapko paana humara vardaan hai