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PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

"He was the only medicine to her restless soul
And she was the cure to his broken heart
Both were broken in a way
She was his drug and he was her addiction"

Feelings unsaid

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

She wished to see him succeed
She wanted to be by his side always
He just wished her presence
He prayed for her
His every prayer had her in it
She was the apple of his eyes
He loved her but didn't let her know
She too had feelings for him but never expressed
She was the first person
With whom he shared every good and bad news
He was the one with whom she was always in touch no matter what
Miles apart they were in different cities
Their soul was one but spilt in two different bodies
Their relation never required a name
It was just perfect the way it was
Understanding each others silence they read minds
They had mastered the courage to fall in love
With distance and time
The smile on their face was constant
She was his reason to smile
And he was her reason to live

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

Its all the play of feelings my dear
Sometimes they are emotional
At times intense
And some other time complicated
The color of writing is immense
Just that I choose a particular shade of my own

Fate

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEARTS

She was supposed to steal all the lime light that day
She made sure she got all the attention
Fate had other plans
The day she was supposed to get engaged to someone
She got committed
But to DEATH

Just her

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

Often she scribbled her heart's sayings on a sheet of paper
She shared them on social networking and got many likes
Her own compositions they were
Really close to her heart
Lil did she know one day her hobby would turn into her passion
Possessive she was about her work
She fell in love always but with herself and her compositions
She never needed someone's presence beside her
Happy she was in her own lil world filled with compositions
Amongst the world full of love, breakups, friends
She was the love angel completely & madly in love
But with her ownself and her writings
She proved that,
Not always we need a person to fall in love with

Simple yet powerful

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

"In the calm and quite night only her silence and her beating heart made the noise"

Caged and freed

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

Their fights didn't bother her anymore
Their talking happily did

Their yelling didn't trouble her
Their talks did

Their calls didn't disturb her anymore
Their messages did

Their hatred didn't annoy her
Their love did

Their upset faces didn't anger her
Their happy smiles did

Their care didn't threaten her
Their over understanding did

She was a girl who wasn't at all understood by them
Now that they had suddenly started to understand her
She was worried
A gut feeling of something really wrong hit her heart
Then she realised that
They were pacifying her to get married
She wasn't against getting married
It is just that she wasn't ready to get into any commitments now
But alas they didn't understand
Her instinct wasn't wrong at all
Coz it was an emotional trap laid down for her
Her intuitions were right
Finally, she broke all the barriers
And just flew away to an unknown and unusual world
They were left with her memories and nothing else

LOVE: MAKES THE IMPOSSIBLE POSSIBLE

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

She was his weakness
He was her strength
He camouflaged her mistakes most of the time
She accepted her love for him every time
She didn't trust love before he came
Now she doesn't believe anything except love
He was like the clear day sky
And she was the open night sky
He never dreamt of having her in his life
Not in her worst nightmares she had seen him in her life
After all unexpected things are bound to happen in love
An arranged marriage it was
A compromise they thought
But now it was beyond the boundaries of any relation
Finally, two hearts had started to beat as if they were one
The two souls which were away
Were now dwelling in one body
Ahh....!! This love makes impossible things possible

Her freedom

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

They struggled a lot to be together
In a relation they were for many years
They met once in two or sometimes once in many years
Their heart was interchanged
He was with her in the roughest phase of her life
And she stood by his side each time
They never felt that they were lonely
They had one another's invisible company
Her parents tried hard to separate them but failed utterly
His family had already accepted her
Finally, she walked off to his place
Where she had many people waiting for her arrival
They treated her more like their daughter
And she had considered them as her parents
She was blessed to have another family with her
Their love had overpowered every ritual and religion
It had left residue of hatred, anger, tears and revenge
Away she was happy with him & her new family
No one ever found where she was
Bcoz she made sure no clue was left behind
She walked in water so that her foot prints wouldn't be found

Mere bina

Kabhi socha naa tha zindagi itni badal si jaayegi
Kabhi jaana naa tha unke bina jeena itna mushkil hoga
Woh jab ho kar bhi nahi the hamare liye
Toh kya farak padta hai ki
Hum unki zindagi mein hai ya nahi
Jab hamari maujoodgi se unko kabhi koi farak pada nahi
Toh zaahir si baat hai,
Hamari gair maujoodgi bhi unko sukoon hi de jaayegi

Memories

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

"They smiled looking at the photos
She had tears in her eyes and he had a wide smile
Their baby's childhood reminded them of theirs
Some memories are cherished
And some are moments are to re-lived
They became kids again"

Her super hero

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

She stole his heart the day he saw her
In his arms she was with Lil hands, legs and tiny tiny fingers
His happiness was uncontrollable
He was afraid of hurting her
He carried her in his arms for some years and in his her forever
She made place in his heart beats
He smiled when he saw her take her first step
She held his hand and learnt to walk
He stood like a strong pillar with her always
She always relyed upon him
At times they fought and soon got back to being normal
She laughed her heart out when he cracked silly jokes
He was overwhelmed to see her laugh
He knew no bounds when he met her after a long time
She was the most excited on his arrival
Grown up she was yet she will be his Lil baby girl always he said
Coz he is her father
He sent her to another house with his eyes moist
She was in tears to see her hero cry
Even though she had left his house , she always sat in his heart
He is proud of his Lil angel and will always be
She will never leave her daddy's hand
After all, father is that one man who never hurts his daughter
Their bonding is beyond words
A relation they share which no one else can
No matter how old they grow,
No matter how many generations come and go
She will be his baby doll and he will always be her super hero

A GIRL

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

Who is she...?? What is she made for..?? Why is she put into this world...?
     Lemme answer
      She is an angel, God's angel put here amongst us for our sake, for the sake of wellness, to wipe our tears in the form of mother, sister, friend, girlfriend, wife, daughter. She comes with many relations attached to her as soon as she is born. Just like how relations get attached so do people. Along with relationships she is burdened with responsibilities which is more than her own weight.
   At an early age she needs to sacrifice her respect, her confidence for her  younger siblings,  for the sake of others she quits her studies. Just because people want her to get married she needs to quit her dreams, her ambitions.
What do they think of her..?? If at all it would be a boy in her place, he would be allowed to fulfill all his wishes and do as per his will.
    She isn't allowed to speak in front of elders but they can question everything about her even about her character but she shouldn't say a word. What sort of justice is this? What kind of equality is this? She should put her head down when boys tease her. Why so..? She shouldn't study more than the guy she marries. Why? Why is it so that boys can tease girls and she shouldn't say a word? Just because you are a girl...!!
   Why so much prejudices? Just because she is a girl.
She isn't made for getting married, bearing all the pain, every insult & giving birth to a baby & just be locked up inside the four walls.
   She is made to like happily, she is made to study, she is made to fly in the sky, she is made to fulfill all her dreams, she is put here to take care of her family and enjoy in every possible way not to just die inside the box of house. Why should she quit her career for the sake of having kids? Why always a girl foetus is aborted? Why should a baby girl suffer?
  Just because she is a girl?
Is it her mistake that she is a girl? Actually to be a girl is a blessing not a burden. Not all get a chance to be a girl, to be a woman, to bear a baby, to handle all the pain.
   Even though she is a girl, she does everything for her family. As a daughter she does for her father, as a sister she does for her brother, as a wife she does for her husband, almost gives up in the labour after which she lives for her children. 
    Everything she does and gets the credit of nothing. Doesn't she have the right to live for herself? Why isn't she supposed to be happy? Why doesn't she get appreciation for things she does? Why always she kills her wishes?
  
  Don't force her to accept your decisions. Let her be to herself because, she is after all a human being as well.

Why always a GIRL....????

Feelings

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

She jumped in joy when she heard his name
He knew no bounds when he saw her
She illuminated his world
He decorated her in every possible way
He was every girl's dream boy
She never disclosed her feelings for him
But he read her eyes and accepted her without her telling anything
That's the reason why feelings aren't in need of words
All you need is an understanding heart

Presence mattered

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

He wanted her to be with him always
She stayed by his side
He didn't utter a word
Neither did she speak
Distance didnt matter to them
Just presence did

World made no difference

She missed him more than anyone that day
He didn't get sleep the whole night
She too didn't get a wink of sleep
Coz Both were awake in each others dreams
He was miles apart yet near to her
There was distance between them
It was a relation of hearts not of blood
But it was stronger than blood relations
He caught her hand before she fell
She held him firm when his steps weren't straight
He was dependent on her
He was her all time support
His family knew her so did her family know about him
The cacophony was evident in her life
And only he could calm it down
His words worked magic for her
And her encouragement did wonders
They never expressed gratitude towards each other
Never did they have any expectations from anyone
Only the fact mattered that,
He was there for her and she was there for him
Rest of the world didn't make any difference to them in their lives

Just about him

She had seen a marriage break down in front of her eyes
She had lost all trust in every relation
He came like a gust of wind who blew her off her feet
She had started to see life in a new way for which he was the reason
He too belonged to a broken family where he didn't get an inch of love
Her mother flaunted her off as if she was a trophy
His father never cared if he was alive or dead
Both found peace in each other's company
Their parents never agreed for their relation
And for them, it never mattered if they agreed or not
He smiled inspite of being broken from within
She laughed even when she had tears in her eyes
They both fell in love with each other's imperfection
She showered him with motherly affection
He poured her with fatherly protection
She felt safe when she was with him
He felt loved when he was with her
Unknowingly, their fear had lost in front of their love
Now their families didn't matter to them
Coz she was his world and he was her only family

Lost battle

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

She cried herself to sleep
Even though she was on her bed sleep evaded her
Thousands of things were on her mind
Restless she was
Twisting and turning she spent the whole night
She wept most of the time yet no one calmed her down
She screamed covering her mouth so that no one could hear her
She was there for others when they needed her
But no one was there when she needed someone
Her carefree heart was lost behind the pain she was going through
Her cheerful smile was missing in front of the agony she faced
No one understood her
Everyone just blamed her for no reason
They misunderstood her and mistook her words
They saw his blood shot eyes but no one bothered noticing her swollen eyes
They scolded her for making him cry but didn't wait to wipe her eye
Again, ego won over love
A father won the battle of respect, ego and love
A daughter lost the battle to patience, pain and tears

Them

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

He had lost hope in things
She filled him with energy always
He had accepted failure even before he ran the race
She peped him up to give a try
They both had practiced equally for the race
He decided to quit but she didn't let him
She was determined to make him run
She made sure to pull him along with her if he would quit
He was being negative about not competiting
Coz he was afraid of the crowd
He forgot that she was with him and he needn't worry about the crowd
She held him firm by his hand
She promised not to leave him ever
She kept her word
Throughout the race she didnt leave his side
They ran together and he won the race
After all, not always you find 'A' person who is different from the crowd
His victory was for her
And the smile on her face was beyond description

Vidhi

Avana naguve avalige sangeeta
Avala kaalgejje sadde avanige raaga
Sangeetada raaga taaladante beretaru ibbaru
Kanninnda kambaniya haniyu beeladiruvante kaapadida avanu
Mauna bangara maatu belli
Avara katheye bere ittu
Avalu avana baalina nauke aagidalu
Avanu jeevakinta hecchaagi priti kota avalige
Prati hejje avala joteyalle iruva maatu kotta
Devara icchhe bereno ittu
Kasidu konda avala prapanchava
Doora hodaru hrudayada hattira idda avanu
Avanigoskara idi jeevana kaledalu
Konegu seridalu avananna avalu
Vidhiye aata, devara iccheye ella

Preeti

"O olave, bidadiru nanna kaiyya" avanu helida
"Neen iddare nanu, naan iddare bere ella" helidalu avalu
Premada doniyali teluta hodaru bahu doora
Baaki janara bagge chinte irale illa avarige
Kappu baaninali bili chukkiyante iddalu avalu avana baalalli
Vishaala akashadalli haaraduva pakshiya haage idda avanu avala badukalli
Birugaali beesitu ommele muriyitu doni
Bere bere teera seridaru yaradu prema pakshigalu
Ene aadaru oppikolluvantilla avaru bere aada vishaya
Hudukalu horataru mattomme pritiya
Sigade besaravaagi bandaru tamma manene
Maduve aaitu ibbarigu aadare gottagade
Avanu hudugiya mukha nodalilla,
Avalu kooda tale etti hudugana noduva prayatna madalilla
Akasmikavaagi yaaradu Asamagra jeevi aadaru samagra
Yaakendare saptapadi tulidu avana maneya gruhalakshmiaagi
Bandiddu bere yaaru alla avanu atyanta pritisida aa hudugi
Devarigu sahisalaarade ondu maadida yaradu aatamva

She mattered the most

"PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART"

The feathers in his hand made her smile
It was peacock's feathers
She loved them all
He couldn't afford anything expensive But what he got was most precious
Her eyes shined and he was satisfied to see her happy
It was the best gift she had ever got
She thought he had forgotten her gift But he made sure she smiled always
Bcoz that's where his life was
He was her dad & his dream was to see his only daughter smile

Love is all that matters

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

'Baby, you look beautiful' he said even when her hair was messed up
She blushed and her cheeks got the darkest shade of pink
He never knew that someone could love him so deep
Broken he was and she had mended him
Always stood by his side even he chose to walk on the crooked roads
At 2 am, they sat on the roof and spoke their hearts outs
She slept in his arms like a small kid
He loved to see her sleep
She was the calm and serene river
He was the swimming fish
People could see their love in their eyes
She wished to see him happy
He wanted to build their dreams together
She's one such darling that every guy wished to have in his life
But she belonged to him
She had her heart closed for love, trust and other relations
He was the sunshine who peeped into her heart and made her shine
Inside the dark room of her soul, he had made a big room for himself
Somewhere she let him do it coz she had the hunger of love
She had always had a thirst of trust
He fulfilled all her wishes and had taught her to live
She smiled and it made his day
He smiled back and she got her reason to live
Before he came she was just a living corpse
Now she was a breathable soul
She had no limits to love him
They both had set each other free
Coz LOVE is another name of FREEDOM
Love never gives the rights to rule people
It just allows us to love them & live with them
When he was beside her she never bothered to look around the world
Coz her world was right next to her