Letter to my (future) baby #2

My dear baby,
  
       Mumma misses you
My parents have taught me a lot about parenting.
They say keeping another life within herself makes her a mother but it's not true. Just keeping doesn't make her a mother. She needs to know whats wrong and what's right; she needs to understand, she should trust her child. She needs to know things about her child. She should know what's wrong what's right for herself and her baby. Without trust no relationship shall survive but it doesn't mean you should trust every other person. Invest your trust in those whom you feel will not break it. First trust God, second yourself. I will carry you for 9 months in my womb, i will nourish you, nurture you but if i don't trust you, everything is useless.
       I have made several compromises in my life for many reasons not because i wanted to but because it was necessary.
Baby, compromise is a part of life. Sometimes you'll have to sacrifice your smile for someone's laugh it may not gain you any monetary benefits but it'll give you a sort of pleasure for sure. Baby, i you'll never be a mistake in my life, you'll be a gift, a treasure. Some may accept you and some won't they accept or not you be the way you are because the society, people will either ways have things to say about you, against you.
      I know you and me have to survive in the same world, same society but that doesn't mean you'll have to give upon your wishes, your dreams. Stay firm, stand for yourself because no one will do it for you. Stick to what you wanna achieve in life. I will be there but as you know things aren't permanent. Expect God, no one is perfect and nothing is permanent. Never consider me to be God because I was sent by him. I am a human just like you are.

Love
Mumma

Letter to my (future) baby #1

My dear baby,
     Mumma misses you a lot. You know i have faced things in my life mostly what i have faced is trust issues but the problem is my parents don't see it. They feel just coz they have provided me with every luxury i shouldn't have any issues. But unfortunately they have never been my friends. They say mother is daughter's best friend but in my case forget best friend my mother never tried to befriend me in the first place. My mom always doubted me for every silly thing. Now a days my words also prick their ears even if I just talk normally, they feel i am yelling at them, i am angry which isn't true. I too have my limits, I too can get irritated, i too have patience. The more patience i show, the more they test it. Is being impatient at times is a crime? It's not that i don't love them but even love has limits.
Having them as my parents, i feel lucky sometimes but sometimes i wish they would understand me.
  The bridge of understanding never built between me and my parents but it won't be the same with you and me.

Love
Mumma

Love ❤

A smile he carried always
She caught his every lie
He looked everywhere except her
She looked deep into his eyes,
A hug was all he needed to shatter
A hug was all she had to give him
Shr hugged him as if he was her baby
His grip tightened around her
She could feel him break down
She just let him shed tears
Coz it was the outburst of his patience and love
All she did was just held him tightly and kept him close
She calmed him
He looked serene after the down pour
"Love is all about being with the person when they need you" he always said
And today she proved it right for him

ನೀನು

ಕಣ್ಣಂಚಲಿ ಬಚ್ಚಿಡುವೆ ನಿನ್ನ ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ
ಮನಸ್ಸಲ್ಲಿ ಮನೆ ಮಾಡಿ ಇರು ನೀ ಅಲ್ಲಿ
ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಕಣ್ಣಿಟ್ಟು ಕಾಪಾಡುವೆ ನಾ ನಿನ್ನ
ಹೋಗಬೇಡ ನನ್ನಿಂದ ದೂರ ನೀ ಇನ್ನ
ಓ ಗೆಳಯ, ಯಾಕೆ ಹೀಗೆ ಕಾಪಾಡುವೆ ನೀ ನನ್ನ
ಎಂದಿಗೂ ಇರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ ನೀ ನನ್ನೊಂದಿಗೆ
ಒಂದಲ್ಲ ಒಂದು ದಿನ ಹೋಗುವೆ ದೂರ ನೀನು
ಆಗ ನಾನಾಗುವೆ ನೀರಿಲ್ಲದ ಮೀನು
ಹಾರಲು ಬಿಡು ನನ್ನ, ಬರುವೆ ಪುನಃ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಳಿಯೇ ನಾನು
ಮನಸ್ಸು ಒಂದು ಹಕ್ಕಿ ಆದ್ರೆ ನೀನೇ ಅದರ ಒಡೆಯ
ನಿನ್ನ ಸಖಿಯಾಗಿ ಇರುವಾಸೆ ನನಗೆ
ಆಳಾಗಿ ಇರುವ ಇಚ್ಛೆ ಇಲ್ಲ
ಓ ಗೆಳತಿ, ನನ್ನ ಬಾಳ ಸಂಗಾತಿ ನೀನು
ಕೈ ಬಿಡಲಾರೆ ಎಂದಿಗೂ ನಾ
ಸಪ್ತಪದಿ ತುಳಿದು ಬಾ ನನ್ನ ಮನೆ ಬೆಳಕಾಗಿ
ಕಾರಣ, ನಿನ್ನ ಆಗಮನ ತಂದಿದೆ ನನ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಹೊಳಪು ಹೇಳುತ್ತಾರೆ ಎಲ್ಲ

Baby

My dear baby,
     Mumma misses you a lot. You know i have faced things in my life mostly what i have faced is trust issues but the problem is my parents don't see it. They feel just coz they have provided me with every luxury i shouldn't have any issues. But unfortunately they have never been my friends. They say mother is daughter's best friend but in my case forget best friend my mother never tried to befriend me in the first place. My mom always doubted me for every silly thing. Now a days my words also prick their ears even if I just talk normally, they feel i am yelling at them, i am angry which isn't true. I too have my limits, I too can get irritated, i too have patience. The more patience i show, the more they test it. Is being impatient at times is a crime? It's not that i don't love them but even love has limits.
Having them as my parents, i feel lucky sometimes but sometimes i wish they would understand me.
  The bridge of understanding never built between me and my parents but it won't be the same with you and me.

प्यार

माना था उन्हें सब कुछ
ऐसे चल दिए वो आज
जैसे हम उनके कुछ नहीं
पहले बोला करते थे कि
"तुम ही मेरा सब कुछ हो"
आज कोई और मिल गई तो हम ख़ूबसूरत रहे नहीं
ना जाने क्यों ऐसे लोग प्यार को मज़ाक बनाते है
लोग बुरे होते है,
प्यार को बुरा कहा जाता है
इंसान बेवफ़ाई करता है,
मोहब्बत को बेवफ़ा बोला जाता है
सब कुछ करे इंसान और बेकार में बदनाम होता है प्यार

Character

How do you judge a girl's character? Based on what she wears? On the basis of her attire? Based on her friends list? On the basis of how many boys she has on her friends list? First of all who are you to judge her character? Never judge a girl's character based on all this. These are all materialistic things which fade away but her soul, her heart and her thinking still remains the same. Just because her friends list has many boys than girls, it doesn't mean she is characterless it simply means that she trusts her boy friends more than girl friends. It's a new trend these days of judging a girl by the number of boy friends she has. Girls aren't mere toys or rather puppets in your hands. The society outside needs to understand that like every other person even a girl is a human being; she is not just a daughter or sister or friend or wife or mother. Like everyone she too has rights to live her life how she wants. A single question on her character either breaks her or makes her what she actually isn't. For every person, his/her character is very important. The day you question her purity, you lose her. She too can have a past or may be more than one but if she is with you, trust me she will be loyal. Boys can have many ex girlfriends but a girl isn't supposed to have a single guy until she finds the right one. Isn't it great? C'mon until she has a wrong relationship how will she find the right one? A boy is never questioned based on him being a virgin but a girl is always answerable to such questions. Her chastity is always questioned. Why? Simple just coz she is a 'GIRL'. I wonder why a girl has many rules, disciplines, principles, regulations to follow? Don't boys need to follow them as well? Why always a girl should step back when it comes to anything related to her self respect? Just because a girl is soft spoken, kind hearted, generous people take her for granted. A girl is anything and everything but she isn't a puppet or a toy to play with. A girl and boy are alone in a room that doesn't mean something is going on in between them. There are 'N' number of chances that they share a bond about which you have no idea. "Trust" is what every girl yearns for. She loves it when she gets in full rather than the belief that she receives in bits and pieces. You trust her completely, she will believe you. A single lie to her will make her question every truth of yours. When she lacks trust, she simply walks away without a word, without a goodbye, without warning and later you are left with her memories only.

वो

उसके सम्मान की बातें सभी करते है
मगर इज़्ज़त कोई करता नहीं

उसकी गरिमा को ठेस पहुँचने पर गुस्सा सब को आता है
मगर फ़र्क किसी को पड़ता नहीं

जब हुआ द्रौपदी का अपमान भारी सभा में,
पांडव विवश थे और आज व्यवस्थाएं विवश है

जब उसके जिस्म को चीरते है,
लोग आवाज़ उठाते है,
रैली करते है,
फिर भूल जाते है

अत्याचार वो सहती है,
ताने उसको सौगात में मिलते है,
तोहफ़ा उसको बेइज़्ज़ती का दिया जाता है
इल्ज़ाम लगाया जाता है उस पर,
सब सिर्फ़ बोलते है,
बातें करते है थोड़े दिनों बाद भूल जाते है
मगर उसका क्या?
वो किसको दोष दे?
किसको ज़िम्मेदार ठहराए?
किसके सामने भीख माँगे शांती का?
आख़िर क्यों कठोर हो जाता है दिल सबका जब बात इंसाफ की लड़ाई की आती है?

है कोई जवाब??।

ಮನುಷ್ಯರೇ ನಾವು

ಹಿಯಾಳಿಸುವರು ನಮ್ಮನ್ನು ಜನ
ಸಮಾಜ ಕೀಲುನೋಟದಲ್ಲಿ ನೋಡುವುದು ನಮ್ಮನ್ನ
'ಹಿಜಡ', 'ಚಕ್ಕಾ', 'ಶಿಖಂಡಿ' ಇನ್ನು ನೂರಾರು ಹೆಸರಿವೆ ನಮಗೆ
ನಾವು ಮನುಷ್ಯರೇ ನಿಮ್ಮ ಹಾಗೆ

ಕೆಲವೊಮ್ಮೆ ಬೈದು ಕಳಿಸಿದರೆ ಇನ್ನೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹೊಡೆಯಲು ಬರುವರು
ನಾವು ಆಚೆ ಗಂಡು ಅಲ್ಲ ಈಚೀ ಹೆಣ್ಣು ಅಲ್ಲ, ನಿಜ ಆದರೆ ಮನುಷ್ಯರೆ
ಹಣಕ್ಕೆ ಕೈ ಚಾಚಿದರೆ, ಅಪಶಬ್ದ ಹೇಳುವರು
ಊಟಕ್ಕೆ ಕೇಳಿದರೆ, ಬೈಗಳದಿಂದ ಹೊಟ್ಟೆ ತುಂಬಿಸುವರು

ಮಾನವ ನೀನಾದರೆ ನಾನು ಮನವನೆ
ಹೃದಯ ನನ್ನಲೂ ಇದೆ ನಿನ್ನ ಹಾಗೆ
ಮೊದಲು, ತುಂಬ ಅಳುತ್ತಿದ್ದೆ ನಾನು
ಈಗ ಅಭ್ಯಾಸವಾಗಿದೆ ನನಗೆ

ಪುಟ್ಟ ಮಗುವಿಗೆ ಆಶೀರ್ವಾದ ನೀಡಲು ನಾನು ಬೇಕು, ಒಳ್ಳೆ ಕೆಲಸಕ್ಕೆ ಹೋಗುವಾಗ ಸಿಕ್ಕಿದರೆ ನಿಂತು, ಹಣ ಕೊಟ್ಟು ಹಿಗುತ್ತಾರೆ
ನಾನೇ ಬಂದರೆ, 'ಚಿ', 'ತು' ಎಂದು ಉಗಿದು ಕಳಿಸುತ್ತಾರೆ

ಎನೋಪ ದೇವರ ಲೀಲೆ ಅವನಿಗೆ ಗೊತ್ತು
ಏನೇ ಆಗಲಿ, ನಮಗೆ ಗೌರವ ಕೊಡಲಿ ಬಿಡಲಿ,
ನಮ್ಮನ್ನು ಒಪ್ಪಲಿ ಒಪ್ಪದೇ ಇರಲಿ
ನಾವು ಮನುಷ್ಯರೇ, ನಿಮ್ಮ ಹಾಗೆ ಎಂದು ಮರೆಯಬೇಡಿ
ನಿಮ್ಮ ಬದುಕಲ್ಲಿ ನಾವು ಬರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ
ನಮ್ಮ ಬದುಕಲ್ಲಿ ನಿಮಗೇನು ಕೆಲಸ?
ಆ ಭಗವಂತ ನಿಮ್ಮ ಹಾಗೆ ನಮಗೂ ಬಾಳು ಕೊಟ್ಟಿರುವ
ನಮ್ಮ ಜೀವನ ನಮ್ಮ ಕೈಯಲ್ಲಿದೆ

ನಿಮಗೆ ಮಾತ್ರವಲ್ಲ ಕಷ್ಟ ನಮಗೂ ಬರುವುದು
ಮೂಕವಿರುತ್ತೇವೆ ಆದರೆ ಮಾತಾಡಲು ಬರುತ್ತದೆ

ಹಂಗಿಸಬೇಡಿ ನಮ್ಮನು, ಭಾವನೆಗಳು ನಮಗೂ ಇವೆ
ಊಹಿಸಬೇಡಿ ನಮ್ಮ ಜೀವನವನ್ನು, ದುಃಖ ನಮ್ಮಲು ಇದೆ

ನಮ್ಮನು ಮಾಡಿದ ಆ ದೇವರಿಗೆ ಬೇಜಾರಿಲ್ಲ,
ಇನ್ನು ಮಾನುಜನಾಗಿ ನಿಮಗೇನು?
ಕೈ ಹಿಡಿದ ಮಾಲೀಕ ಕೈ ಬಿಡಲಾರ
ಇನ್ನು ನಮಗೆ ಬೈಗಳ ಹೇಳುವರು ನೀವು ಯಾರು?
ಹಿಂದೂ, ಮುಸ್ಲಿಂ, ಈಸಾಯಿ ಇದೆಲ್ಲ ನಮಗೆ ಗೋತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ
ಇಂದಿಗೂ, ಎಂದೆಂದಿಗೂ ನಮ್ಮ ಪಾಲಿನ ದೇವರು ಒಬ್ಬನೇ..

Smile

She had a heart winning smile, he never laughed
Her smile could steal many hearts
He made no efforts to even look at her
Neither she saw him nor did he
She knew nothing about him
He had no idea how to talk to her
Yet she made a move
He responded with a blank look in his eyes
She put in efforts to make him smile genuinely
He smiled for the first time after years & she was the reason
There was positive vibes all around him just coz of her
She was a fully charged pack of positivity and happiness
He was an open book which only she could read and understand
She was a carefree girl with a lively heart
He was a lost boy with a broken heart
She's the reason why he stayed happy these days
He was the only one whom she had faith on
She medicated him and his heart unknowingly
He was her Lil baby, she pampered him
He had started to fall for her
Finally, her smile had stolen his heart without his knowledge
She was his princess whom he loved without limits
He was her prince who made her trust love all over again
She healed his broken heart & he had mended hers
It's rightly said, only a broken soul can complete the other shattered soul
They understood each other without words
Love is not about limits & conditions
Its always about trust, faith and unconditional belief

She changed

She was changing slowly bit by bit. Each day she changed.
I could feel the change but never informed her about it. I thought she would realise but she didn't.
May be it is her age to change i thought so didn't bother much gradually she started getting irritated about silly things, she would yell at me for no reason, she would hit me still I thought she would realise it but what i didn't know was the way which she was walking on had no end at all.
   I missed the old her sometimes she would become the old her. It was temporary after some time she would be back to her original self. I missed talking to her for hours. Her work and cellphone took away 'Our' time. I didn't speak anything I kept on convincing my heart that she would realise but she wouldn't. My soul yearned for that love which she showered earlier, my lil heart needed some care but her tone cut away all ropes of hope which had started to penetrate in me.
     'I don't trust you' i always knew she never believed me but the day she actually uttered those 4 words, i felt something in me broke badly this time more than it could heal ever.
     She did shower me with her love and care but she failed to know me, to understand me, to hold me. I grew up with toys around me. Each time when i needed her, she was never there. Now smart phone had taken my place in her life, provided if I had made any place for myself.
      Tears flow down my eyes thinking about the days when I was happy. These days just agony, sorrow fills me. I can't breathe anymore I feel at times. Usually they say mother is her daughter's best friend but here she never tried to be my just friend being a best friend was way too far. It's not like I didn't try to bridge the gap between us but the gap has increased so much over the years that it is next to impossible to bridge it.

भाषा

एक ऐसा शब्द जिसको सुन कर बहुत सारे बोल दिमाग में आ जाते है।
हिंदी, अंग्रेज़ी, उर्दू, पारसी, कन्नड़, मल्यालम, तेलुगु, तमिल, भोजपुरी, गुजराती इत्यादि।
मगर कभी सोचा मातृ भाषा (mother tongue) कितनी एहमियत रखती है एक बच्चे की ज़िन्दगी में?
          ज़रूरी नहीं कि बच्चों को सिर्फ़ अंग्रेज़ी सिखाया जाए। वो भी एक भाषा है मगर सिर्फ़ अंग्रेजी में बोलना सही नहीं ऐसे में बच्चों का अपनी मातृ भाषा से कोई तालुकात ही नहीं रहता। हाँ, ये बात सही है कि पाठशाला में अंग्रेज़ी बोलना अनिवार्य है मगर घर पर उन बच्चों से माँ बाप को अपने मातृ भाषा में ही बोलना चाहिए।
अक्सर माँ बाप ये भूल जाते है कि उनका बच्चा गलत जा रहा है उनको सुधारने के बजाए वो उन्हें और प्रेरित करते है। खुद अंग्रेज़ी में बोलने लगते है उन्हें रोकने के बदले।
     मैंने देखा है बहुत लोगों को अपने छोटे छोटे बच्चों से अंग्रेज़ी में बात करते हुए ये ग़लत नहीं।जब मैं उन बच्चों से किसी और भाषा में बात कारू तो वो चुप हो जाते है ऐसा लगता है जैसे मुँह पर ताला पड़ गया हो। जब अंग्रेज़ी में मैं वही बात दोहराती हूँ तो जवाब मुझे मिला जाता है। मैंने सोचा ये क्या हो गया है आज की पीढ़ी को?
माँ बाप बहुत ईतराते है कि उनका बच्चा अंग्रेज़ी में बोलता है इतनी छोटी उम्र में मगर वो ये बात भूल गए है कि वो खुद उनके बच्चें को बिगाड़ रहे है। मैं ये नहीं कहती कि अंग्रेज़ी में बात करना ग़लत है मगर अंग्रेज़ी के साथ कोई और भाषा का आना भी उतना ही ज़रूरी है जितना अंग्रेज़ी जानना है।
      मानती हूँ आज कल की पीढ़ी बहुत समझदार हो गयी है लेकिन ऐसी समझदारी किस काम की जिसमें सिर्फ़ अंग्रेज़ी ही भरी पड़ी हो?
कोई बुज़र्ग किसी बच्चे से कोई पता पूछे, तो बच्चा अंग्रेज़ी में बोलता है जो उस बुज़र्ग को समझ आता नहीं और बच्चों को कोई और भाषा का पता है नहीं।
अगर हमारे बड़े समझदार होते तो क्या वो हमसे ज़्यादा पढ़े लिखे ना होते?? हमेशा सिर्फ़ अंग्रेज़ी में बात करने वाला इंसान, विदेशी भी भारत आकर टूटा फूटा ही सही मगर हिंदी बोल लेते है तो हम क्यों नहीं??
जब विदेशी यहाँ आकर हमारी भाषा, संस्कृति को अपना सकते है तो हम क्यों नहीं??
        भाषा बहुत सी हैं दुनिया में मगर हमने सिर्फ़ अंग्रेज़ी को चुना, क्यों?
अगर आपका जवाब ये है कि वो आसान है तो एक भाषा बात दीजिये जो मुश्किल हो। सीखनेवाले के लिए कुछ भी आसान या मुश्किल नहीं होता।
कभी कभी मुझे लगता है कि हिंदी या कोई और भाषा का उपयोग उतना क्यों नहीं जितना अंग्रेज़ी का है? जिसका कोई जवाब आज तक मिला नहीं। ऐसा नहीं है कि माँ बाप को कोई और भाषा आती ही नहीं मगर क्यों वो भी बच्चो को सिखाते नहीं हैं अपनी मातृ भाषा।
      भाषा कोई भी हो हर भाषा को उतनी ही इज़्ज़त, सम्मान मिलना चाहिये जितना अंग्रेज़ी को मिलता है।
      बहुत बार बच्चों को देखा मैंने वो अपने झुंड में भी सिर्फ अंग्रेज़ी का प्रयोग करते है। क्या ये सही है?
बच्चा माँ की कोख से ही भाषा सीख कर आता नहीं उसको सिखाना पड़ता है तभी तो वो सीखेगा। अगर माँ बाप ने ठान लिया कि अपने बच्चे को अंग्रेज़ी के साथ अपनी मातृ और राष्ट्र भाषा भी सिखायेंगे तो बच्चों को कम से कम तीन भाषाओं का ज्ञान होगा।
क्यों ना सारे भाषाओं को एक समान किया जाए?

MARRIAGE

One of the purest form of relationship between two individuals which later becomes a relationship between two souls : "MARRIAGE"
           Marriage is a connection between souls once it is decided. Engagement is wherein the souls know each other and slowly get to understand one another. Many a times people tend to think that getting a person married is the best way to bring them on the track of responsibilities but that's when they commit a mistake, a biggest one rather.
Get a person married only when s/he is ready to carry all the responsibilities that comes after marriage on their shoulders with complete caution and not when you feel is right. It's a life time commitment.
    For people, society matters more than their child or family.
A girl should get married by 23 or else she won't conceive is what people say when asked about their opinion on the right age for girls to get married. 
    Most of the time, a girl's dreams are curbed in order to get a good groom suitable for her.
Why always a girl is expected to sacrifice all her dreams for the sake of a relationship?
How easily he said and walked away "Quit your job. I don't want you to work." Did he even think about her? Did he even know that she too had some dreams to fulfill?
    Does the family think about what the girl wants??
Why does the family and the so called relatives poke their nose in the life of a girl? Why do people manipulate her parents and convince them about their point of view?
          A girl is more likely to be rejected coz she is well qualified than the boy which the boy's side is usually called 'overqualified'. When a girl doesn't reject the guy who is well educated why does the boy reject a well qualified girl?
Any explanation doesn't justify this stupidity in our society. Marriage is never a mistake it's either a good experience or a bad one. Some people even blame their spouse for an unsuccessful marriage and some blame their parents. It's ultimately ones own decision at the end.  
      Before marring one needs to decide if s/he is capable of taking up the responsibilities or not, taking a stand for your own self is equally important.
  Marriages are decided in heaven and a formality to tie them in a relation is done on earth they say.
        Forcing a girl to marry at the age 23 will not gain anyone anything coz thats the age when she has a dream of securing her future, will be busy making a career for herself and parents force her to get married that's when they make her quit her job, make her shatter her dreams just for a relationship.
        Marriage is a relationship of souls not bodies,
It's a bond of hearts more than a relation of two bodies
Marriage is a purest form of relation between two individuals more than two families.
Marriage is everything if it's a good one with the right person but it also has the capacity to ruin everything if it's with a wrong person.

#marriage

मज़ाक

वो चाहे जिसका मज़ाक उड़ाए लेकिन इनका मज़ाक कोई ना उड़ाए

A girl..

Why is she born??
Just for the sake of carrying babies?
Doesn't she have a life for herself? Why is she treated as a show piece?
       Many a times we take her for granted. We think she is born to spend her whole life in the kitchen and within the four walls of the house but lil do we realise she is a human like me like you like all of us. Today I heard someone saying - 'You are born to cook food in the kitchen, to do all the house hold chores. Why do you need to study so much?' I was shocked when I heard that. Being in the 21st century, some people are still stuck in the 19th century, their thoughts towards a girl, their thinking about a girl's self-respect, their way of treating a girl everything tells their narrow-minded thinking. Often I also come across people who say 'You are a girl be in your limits, get married and have a baby; that's enough.' I wonder is a girl sent to this earth just to do what people say? No such people think that a man gave birth to them. They always forget that a woman carried them for 9 months and almost gave up in labour that's when they were born.
        A girl is much more than the description which always defines a girl.
She is a bundle of happiness, a way to make everyone smile, a packet of joy and laughter a baby girl is.
She is mumma's world and daddy's princess for life. She is sent on this earth to achieve everything she desires to, she has been sent to know what the world consists of, she is here to carry another life for 9 months and spread hapoiness around her. Yet she is underestimated, she is disregarded, she is thought as a burden.
        She is a complete package of love, life happiness, pleasure, joy, smile, laughter.. She can smile with tears in her eyes.
She can survive every storm of life, she can handle many relations at a time.
She is God's most wonderful creation

Kabhi socha??

Kabhi socha uss par kya beeti hogi jab aap dono ke ladai ki?
Kabhi yeh jaana ussko kaisa laga hoga jab aapne apna gussa uss par utaara
Kabhi usski zindagi mein kya chal raha hai yeh pucha uss se?
Kabhi yeh samjha ki bura ussko bhi lagta hoga cheezon ka
Kabhi usski jagah par khud ko rakh kar dekha?
Kabhi yeh jaana ki woh roti hai bhi ya nahi?
Kabhi pucha ussko ki woh kaisi hai?
Kabhi jaana ki woh apne muskuraahat ke peeche kya chupaye ghoom rahi hai?
Kabhi bagal mein bithake uss se pyaar se baat ki?
Kabhi usske dil ka haal jaana??
Kabhi yeh socha ki aapke ahem ke takkar mein woh piss rahi thi??

Kabhi nahi..
Ussko zindagi mein aish-o-aaram diya hai
Isiliye ussko kisi cheez ki kami kabhi lagegi nahi aur lag bhi nahi sakti
Kaash usske jagah khud ko rakh kar dekha hota toh shaayad woh aaj bhi aapke saath hoti

She...!!

Many a times, parents think our child/children are happy most of the times they are wrong. A simple smile isn't the sign of happiness. A smile has the capacity to open many secrets and hide many wounds.
   Providing luxury to children doesn't always work. A child needs love and care equally from both mother and father but many get the love from a single parent.
Being a single girl child of the house isn't easy when both parents are working. Handling their tantrums, their ego clashes, their silly arguments, their fights isn't an easy task. Many a times, she ends up in crying or even worse harms herself.

   Just because they provided with all the facilities and amenities doesn't mean they have fulfilled their duty as parents a child needs much more especially when it's a toddler. Growing up with toys surrounded by your side isn't easy not all can cope up with it but she did. No wonder she is emotionally attached to soft toys, they have always been with her from her childhood till this date. They have heard her when is angry, they sat with her when she was lonely, they handled the broken her, they knew everything about her which not many knew.
   She saw her parents fight, argue and even curse their marriage and called her a mistake still she smiled as if she is fine. Everything she had to bear because she had no other option. Being a daughter she knew how to be patient and yet people often told she was impatient. If being impatient means chocking on your own tears, if being impatient means crying in front of the walls of her room then what exactly is the meaning of impatience & patience?
     Her mother being a working woman yelled at her for no good reason. Her father took her as a punching bag infact not just her father her mother as well. Did they ever think about her?? Did they ever know how it felt to be abandoned?? Did they know how it feels to be indirectly called as a murderer of the unborn?? Did they know what it takes to hear that "you are a mistake??"

         No they don't know and they will never know.. !!!

First day

"I won't let you go. " he said holding her hand with moist eyes
"I don't want to miss my first class on the first day, dad" she said wiped his eyes and ran into the gate

Why??

PEARLS FROM THE OCEAN OF HEART

Who is she...?? What is she made for..?? Why is she put into this world...?
     Lemme answer
      She is an angel, God's angel put here amongst us for our sake, for the sake of wellness, to wipe our tears in the form of mother, sister, friend, girlfriend, wife, daughter. She comes with many relations attached to her as soon as she is born. Just like how relations get attached so do people. Along with relationships she is burdened with responsibilities which is more than her own weight.
   At an early age she needs to sacrifice her respect, her confidence for her  younger siblings,  for the sake of others she quits her studies. Just because people want her to get married she needs to quit her dreams, her ambitions.
What do they think of her..?? If at all it would be a boy in her place, he would be allowed to fulfill all his wishes and do as per his will.
    She isn't allowed to speak in front of elders but they can question everything about her even about her character but she shouldn't say a word. What sort of justice is this? What kind of equality is this? She should put her head down when boys tease her. Why so..? She shouldn't study more than the guy she marries. Why? Why is it so that boys can tease girls and she shouldn't say a word? Just because you are a girl...!!
   Why so much prejudices? Just because she is a girl.
She isn't made for getting married, bearing all the pain, every insult & giving birth to a baby & just be locked up inside the four walls.
   She is made to like happily, she is made to study, she is made to fly in the sky, she is made to fulfill all her dreams, she is put here to take care of her family and enjoy in every possible way not to just die inside the box of house. Why should she quit her career for the sake of having kids? Why always a girl foetus is aborted? Why should a baby girl suffer?
  Just because she is a girl?
Is it her mistake that she is a girl? Actually to be a girl is a blessing not a burden. Not all get a chance to be a girl, to be a woman, to bear a baby, to handle all the pain.
   Even though she is a girl, she does everything for her family. As a daughter she does for her father, as a sister she does for her brother, as a wife she does for her husband, almost gives up in the labour after which she lives for her children. 
    Everything she does and gets the credit of nothing. Doesn't she have the right to live for herself? Why isn't she supposed to be happy? Why doesn't she get appreciation for things she does? Why always she kills her wishes?
  
  Don't force her to accept your decisions. Let her be to herself because, she is after all a human being as well.

Why always a GIRL....????

NAA IRUVE SADAA NINNA NENAPALLI

Ninna hejje mele hejje ittu nadeyuve naa
Nee aagu nanna kalpane naa aaguve ninna kanasu
Ninnondige kaleda kshanagale amulya nanage
Naa illadiddaru iruvevu nanna nenapugalu ninnondige
Hecchenu beda nanage,
Ninna badukina iruve ennuva maate saaku
Naa doora hodaru doora maadabeda nanna hesaranna
Nee elle hodaru himbaalisuve ninnannu neralina haage
Bisilalli tampaaguve
Naa yendu bidalaare ninna kai
Ninna jeevandalli nange jaga illadiddaru
Naa iruve sadaa ninna nenapalli jeevantavaagi

Neenu

       NINNA MAUNA
       KOLLUTIDE NANNA

Ninna mauna kollutide nanna
Ninna kannu helutide bari sullu
Maatu anivaryavalla namma naduve
Manassu helitu ninna paristithiya
Neene nanna baduku, nanna jeeva
Nanna sarvsva, nanna jagattu
Ninna mauna kottutide nanna

Ninu nakkare nanage khushi
Ninu attare nanage dukha
Ninage pettaadre novu nanagaaguvudu
O gelaya, bidu ee jagattina chinte
Kelu ninna manassinaalada maatu
Ninna maunadallu kelisuvudu nanage ninna dhwani
Nee iruve sada nannalli adagi
Ninna mauna kollutide nanna

Nishyabdhavaagide nanna idi baalu ninna maatu illade
Maatadu omme heli bidu ella novannu
Kai hididu daatisuve dukhada setuveyannu
Ninna mauna kollutide nanna
Saaisabeda innu nanna, sotihe naa ninna maunakke
Innu solisa beda nanna pritiya

Neenu

Nadede ninna jote yaradu hejje
Hindirugi baralaare naa obbale
Ninna mauna sahisuve naa
Aadre ee viraha tadeyalaare