Akelapan

Kabhi socha naa tha itne akele ho jaayenge hum
Sab ke hone ke baavajood akele hai hum
Saalo baad kisi se pyaar kiya humne
Lekin woh pyaar nahi ek saza hai
Maafi de do humein aye mere dil
Dubaara hone waali thi galati humse
Paaya tha khud ko muskuraate hue
Khushi ki muskaan woh thi
Aakhon mein aasu the
Jo bayaan karte humari taqleef ko
Lekin aaj woh muskaan chupaati hai humare dard
Aur aasu prateek hai khushi ka
Badal si gayi yeh zindagi humari
Maasoom sa dil humara tha naadaani mein ghum
Achanak mila usko koi apne jaise
Mehsoos hua humein ki
Woh koi dusra insaan nahi
Humare dil ka ek hissa hai jo kho gaya tha bheed mein kahi
Gale se lagate hue uss dil ko ro pade hum
Kyuki ab aur dard sehna humare bas ki baat nahi
Hoti hai taqleef humein bhi
Lekin batana logo ko zaruri nahi
Seekh liya hai ab humne jeena akele
Iss tarah koi humein chot pahuchaa naa paayega
Akelepan ka mazaa hi kaafi hai humare liye
Kyuki akele naa ho kar bhi akele rehne se accha hai
Akela reh jaana taa umar....

Without you

Your memories make me cry
Your words hit my ear drums
Your broken promises remind me of you
Your love was fake
My love was true
Your lies were my truth
My truth were your lies
I loved you for who you are with all my heart
You broke the same heart
I am not the one who'll cry for you in the dark
I got up and learnt to walk
It was difficult but not impossible
A few thorns pricked me
But the wound didnt hurt
I had a bleeding heart within me
Walking without you was a tough task
But now here I am without you
My hand feels empty
As you are not there to fill the gap in b/w the fingers
My foot steps are incomplete
Because your foot prints arent there to complete it
My smile seems fake
As the reason for the smile is gone along with you
My heart feels heavy
Because you broke them into pieces
There's a vaccum in my eyes
As I cant see you in it
My soul is lost
As you are the one who tore it apart
My eyes arent moist
But you dont deserve my tears
You taught me how to walk with you
I learnt how to walk without you
Your love wasnt strong
To stop me from going away
Because you never loved me enough
So that you had the right to stop me
My life is vacant without you in it
Now dont fill the vacancy
Because my heart belongs to me alone
Even though its broken

All over again

Shadows of yesterday hover over today
I did a mistake I agree
But i am not a criminal
Each day, each second
Your memories trouble me
Life was never like this before
You taught me loads of things
But you never learnt anything
I dont deny the fact that I loved you
Mistakes happen and mind you it was mistake not a sin
I didn't love you because I need you
I love you that's why I need you
I was yours but you were never mine
I shared every single thing dug deep down my heart
But you didn't
You lied and I trusted your lies
You treated me worse than a slave
Yet I loved you
You broke my heart
But still I loved you with a broken heart
I cared limitlessly but you didnt
I thought of you as my life partner forever
But you never thought of me the same way
I loved you more than anyone else
But you always loved yourselves and no one
You hurt me but I forgave you
You did doubt on me
But I never had a doubt on my love
I still care for you
I know you do care for me now
I yearn to be with you
I am aware you too want me back
Somewhere I still trust you
But you started to believe me now
I know you love me even more
I am ready to forgive you for all you mistakes
I love you for no reason
But the actual fact is
I DONT WANT YOU BACK
BECAUSE I CANT HANDLE A BROKEN HEART
ALL OVER AGAIN

Insaan hai hum bhi....

Bachaao! Bachaao! Cheekhti hai woh
Par koi sunnta nahi
Madad maangti hai woh
Lekin uski madad koi karta nahi
Naa jaane kyu
Dekhkar andekha karna accha lagta hai unhe
Uski cheekh toh jaise kaano tak pahunchti hi nahi
Maaloom naa tha ladki hona paap hai
Par haasil karti hai woh
Aasmaan ki unchaaiyon ko
Pari bann jaati hai woh
Aisa kyun hofa hai uske saath
Jab dekho tab hoti hai uski buraai
Kabhi maa, toh kabhi bahu
Kahi beti, toh kahi behen
Kya karein samaaj ki soch ka hum
Kab badlegi inki gandi neeyat
Kehte hai papa apni beti se
SAMBHALNA BITIYA REHNA SAAVDHAAN
Par kehe ki zaroorat toh beto ko hai ki
USKI IZZAT PEHLI ZIMMEDAARI TUMHAARI
Harr baar kyun betiyon ko,Ladkiyon ko di jaati hai chetavani
Kabhi kabaar do apne beto ko,
Ladko ko thodi si samajhdaari
Kyunki hum bhi insaan hai koi bejaan khilauna nahi

Khushi....

Harr pal ek sa hota nahi
Harr lamha khaas hota nahi
Honge kisse kai zindagi ke
Yaad karne ko
Unhe yaad karna zaroor
Jo aaj lamhe hai unhe yaad ban ne mein der lagti nahi
Jee lo aaj hi zindagi ko jee bhar ke
Kyuki kal ka koi bharosa nahi
Pal pal naya ehsaas naye lamhe naya andaaz jeene ka
Tofa hai khuda ka yeh zindagi
Kurbaan hai humari zindagaani
Sochti hoon harr baar yahi ki
Kaash tham jaaye harr woh lamha
Jis pal khush hoon main
Mann hi mann khawaish hai humari khush rehna ka
Kyuki khushi harr kisi ke kismat ki kaki nahi

Bandhe hai hum.....

Harr koi hai ateet ke zanjeero se bandha
Rahaa naa koi chot khaaye bina
Mann hi mann sochte hai hum
Kya koi milega humein jo hai humaare liye bana
Ateet hai ki peecha chodta nahi
Aaj hai jo rukta nahi
Kal hai ki jiska pata kisi ko hai nahi
Ateet ke panno ko padhte reh gaye hum
Kho di aaj ki khushi
Gham hai ki
Aanchal chodne ka naam leta nahi
Parchaai jaise chal raha hai sang humare
Doobe hai hum nadi mein iske
Humein tairna aata nahi
Panno ko palat diya humne
Par kya karein unn yaadon ka
Baatein hai ki chubhti hai di ko
Aakhein humari baat maanti nahi
Saari khushiyo ko samet kar le jaana
Seekhe koi iss se
Harr ghadi harr pal jeena ho jaata hai itna mushkil
Chot par malham bankar naa aaya koi
Nafrat hai humein pyaar se
Maankar dil ki baat aage badhe hum
Par hua wahi jisk tha humein darr
Kheencha ateet ne humein
Girr pade hum phir se
Waqt ne doharaaya itihaas ko
Aur ateet ke unhi panno mein kaid reh gaye hum
Taaktein baithe unn panno ko
Simat gaye ateet mein itna ki
Ab baahar nikal paana toh jaise mumkin nahi
Pata chala nahi thaama kab aaj ne humara haath
Aage badhe hai hum ab peeche aana mumkin nahi