My dear baby,
Mumma misses you
My parents have taught me a lot about parenting.
They say keeping another life within herself makes her a mother but it's not true. Just keeping doesn't make her a mother. She needs to know whats wrong and what's right; she needs to understand, she should trust her child. She needs to know things about her child. She should know what's wrong what's right for herself and her baby. Without trust no relationship shall survive but it doesn't mean you should trust every other person. Invest your trust in those whom you feel will not break it. First trust God, second yourself. I will carry you for 9 months in my womb, i will nourish you, nurture you but if i don't trust you, everything is useless.
I have made several compromises in my life for many reasons not because i wanted to but because it was necessary.
Baby, compromise is a part of life. Sometimes you'll have to sacrifice your smile for someone's laugh it may not gain you any monetary benefits but it'll give you a sort of pleasure for sure. Baby, i you'll never be a mistake in my life, you'll be a gift, a treasure. Some may accept you and some won't they accept or not you be the way you are because the society, people will either ways have things to say about you, against you.
I know you and me have to survive in the same world, same society but that doesn't mean you'll have to give upon your wishes, your dreams. Stay firm, stand for yourself because no one will do it for you. Stick to what you wanna achieve in life. I will be there but as you know things aren't permanent. Expect God, no one is perfect and nothing is permanent. Never consider me to be God because I was sent by him. I am a human just like you are.
Love
Mumma
