Broken friendship

You judged me as if i was a thing
They didn't
You took me for granted each time
They accepted me as i am
You lied to me
But i was quite
You left me when i was alone
I bore the lonliness all by myself
You broke my trust many a times
Still i kept calm
You valued someone else over me
Its your personal life
I have no say in it
You were close to me until you got someone else
I didnt utter a word
I handled your half diverted attention
I stood with you each time
Fought with the world for your sake
Shared many things with you which i didnt share with others
You too have a past so do i have one
I never lied but you uttered nothing but just lies
The foundation of our friendship was trust
But now that the foundation itself has a crack
The pillars won't stand
You cried i was your shoulder
You laughed i smiled to see you happy
You abandoned me i accepted it happily
You broke my patience i still was numb
Your lies made me question you many times
But i didnt coz my heart told me "She'll never lie to you"
Again a lie i believed..!
All these years i was with you
But now i feel i don't deserve what i got
You stabbed me in my heart
With a bleeding heart in hand
Tears in eyes, smile on my face
I said "Its's okay"
You were always busy when i needed you
But i made time for you from my busy schedule coz i care for you
Damn! I hate myself for valuing you more than you deserve
After all it's true that
A heart which cares the most is hurt the most
Worst part about heart break is it doesn't come from the enemies
Tears flow from my eyes coz i have been too strong for a long period of time
You curse me yet i will pray for you
Coz I am me and there is difference b/w me & you
No matter what you say, you will never get that place which you lost all by yourself
You will realise what you have lost
You will regret what you did
You will find me in people
But i won't be found
You will cry over me
You will wait for me to come back
But i won't come back
You won't have anymore of me in your life
By the time you realise your mistake
It'll be too late
I would be gone long ago without your notice
Coz u lost the moon while counting the stars.........