Mr. Unknown

I wish you were with me now
I feel lonely here
I wanna hug you really tight
And cry my heart out
I dont know why i trust you a lot mr. Unknown
I have no idea how you will be
Yet i feel your kindness
I haven't met you yet
But still i feel i know you from a long time
I dont mind if you have a past
Coz i have one as well
I am ready to accept you the way you are
Provided that you will turn out to be a better person each day
I want your support
I want your trust
I want you to be with me in my good and bad times
Coz in broad day light people will support
They will leave as soon as it gets dark
I want you by my side in the darkest nights and the brightest days
No matter what people tell you about me
Your definition about me should never change
I hope one day we will find each other
Be with each other, make memories
And promise, not to stop choosing each other ever...

Broken friendship

You judged me as if i was a thing
They didn't
You took me for granted each time
They accepted me as i am
You lied to me
But i was quite
You left me when i was alone
I bore the lonliness all by myself
You broke my trust many a times
Still i kept calm
You valued someone else over me
Its your personal life
I have no say in it
You were close to me until you got someone else
I didnt utter a word
I handled your half diverted attention
I stood with you each time
Fought with the world for your sake
Shared many things with you which i didnt share with others
You too have a past so do i have one
I never lied but you uttered nothing but just lies
The foundation of our friendship was trust
But now that the foundation itself has a crack
The pillars won't stand
You cried i was your shoulder
You laughed i smiled to see you happy
You abandoned me i accepted it happily
You broke my patience i still was numb
Your lies made me question you many times
But i didnt coz my heart told me "She'll never lie to you"
Again a lie i believed..!
All these years i was with you
But now i feel i don't deserve what i got
You stabbed me in my heart
With a bleeding heart in hand
Tears in eyes, smile on my face
I said "Its's okay"
You were always busy when i needed you
But i made time for you from my busy schedule coz i care for you
Damn! I hate myself for valuing you more than you deserve
After all it's true that
A heart which cares the most is hurt the most
Worst part about heart break is it doesn't come from the enemies
Tears flow from my eyes coz i have been too strong for a long period of time
You curse me yet i will pray for you
Coz I am me and there is difference b/w me & you
No matter what you say, you will never get that place which you lost all by yourself
You will realise what you have lost
You will regret what you did
You will find me in people
But i won't be found
You will cry over me
You will wait for me to come back
But i won't come back
You won't have anymore of me in your life
By the time you realise your mistake
It'll be too late
I would be gone long ago without your notice
Coz u lost the moon while counting the stars.........

Mysterious boy ♡♡

You are being missed at 2 in the morning
But you are unaware of it
You are being remembered in the broad day light
But you have no idea about it
You are there on my mind 24*7
But you dont know about it
This wait is till eternity i feel
Waiting patiently is not a simple task my dear mysterious boy
But there is a kind of peace in this wait
Bcoz after all I am waiting for my mr. Unknown
Waiting for the right one is better than being with the wrong person
I stare at the open sky and look at the moon
I know somewhere you are looking at the sky as well
Each night you are being missed
Each day you are remembered
But you have no clue about it
Yet i miss you with a simple hope that
You miss me as well my mr. Unknown
I am waiting for you
Even though not eagarly
But i am still waiting.....
Dont make me wait anymore

I miss you

The stars tease me
Moon plays hide and seek with the fluffy clouds
Tall trees try to make me miss you even more
The chilly wind brings your presence along
I sit for long and do nothing but think about you
Time slips away just like sand
i wanna sit with you on the roof top
Do nothing but rest my head on your shoulder
Looking at the sky and just dozing off in your arms is my dream
My eyes find for you but you are already staring at me
As if i am the most beautiful thing ever happened to you
I have nothing to do with your past mr. Unknown
But after i enter your life
Chapters of your past must close forever
I promise i wont question you about your past life
Until you tell me just the truth
The day you lie, it will make me question all your truths
I will love you unconditionally
Provided that you will reciprocate the same
I dont need passwords of your phone or accounts on social networking sites
I would just appreciate the actual truth
Betraying isnt in my blood
I wont leave you until you want me to leave
My heart will have just your name
Soul yearns to see you
Eyes are waiting for your arrival
The breeze makes me jealous
This romantic weather makes me want to go on a long walk with you
Your hand is made to fill the gaps between my fingers i feel
They fit in my hand so perfectly
I miss your hug
I miss your smile
I miss your forehead kiss
All in all i miss everything about you
Just coz i miss you

Ajnabee ♡

Tujhe bhula diya kaha iss dil ne
Intezaar hai kisi ka iss mann ko
Manzil toh dikh nahi rahi
Lekin sapne hai hazaar
Rooh ko cheerne waali yaadein hai tumhaari
Par ab woh yaadein hi taaqat hai meri
Parchaai bhi nahi hai ab unn lamho ki
Jo beete the tere saath
Thandi si hawa uss ko mere kareeb laati hai
Halki si muskaan hotho par aa jaati hai
Pakde uska ehsaas mujhe
Bin kahe keh gayi bahut kuch uski aakhein
Bin bole karodo shabd bol gaye uski chupti
Inn sab ko dekh kar laga ki woh hai
Lekin mudkar dekha toh koi tha nahi
Chaand ko dekh rahi hoon main
Kahin naa kahin woh bhi isi chaand ko dekh raha hoga
Soch rahi hoon main uske baare mein
Woh bhi mere baare mein soch raha hoga
Uske hone ka ehsaas hai
Par woh nahi
Uske kadmon ki aahat hai
Par bagal mein woh nahi
Uski hansi toh goonj rahi hai
Par usko maine dekha nahi
Aaine ke saamne main hoon
Par meri aakhon mein woh hai
Dil toh mera hai
Par dhadak raha hai uss ajnabee ke liye
Mile toh nahi hum ek dusre se
Par itna jaanti hoon usko bhi mera intezaar hai
Jaise main uski raah taak rahi hoon

Maa meri maa

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woh...
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Kuch bhi kahe duniya tujhse uske baare mein...
Sunn na mat zamaane ki
Kyunki aakhir kaar TERI APNI MAA hai woh........

Tum

Tera ehsaas hai mere saath
Teri dhadkane hai mere sang
Tera saath hi hai
Jo mujhe aage badhne ki himmat deta hai
Teri mohabbat hi mera sahaara
Tu ho kar bhi hai nahi aye ajnabee
Aisa kyun hota hai ki
Teri aahat toh hoti hai
Par tu nahi....