Alone

I feel lonely in the dark sky
A crowd is with me yet i feel left out
Something's bothering me
Heart is restless
There's no peace of mind
More the people more i feel lonely
Moon smiles i smile back
He know what i feel
He tries to comfort me
Plays around with the clouds
But all in vain
There are numerous stars in the night sky
But they dont excite me
The trees also stand quietly
And watch me cry
Soul craves for love
Mind needs peace
Heart needs rest
Running away has become a habit
Standing in front of the mirror
I ask my reflection "whats wrong"
Silence is what i get in response
I look deep into my eyes
And they say it all
Tiring it is to stick a fake smile
When all i wanna do is hug someone and cry
The cool breeze doesn't make me shiver anymore
I stare for hours at nothing but the void space
My pillow knows everything
I smile, laugh in the bright day light
But i cry myself to sleep at night
I carese my head
Calm my soul
Rest my heart
Put my mind at peace
And try to sleep yet again sleeps is miles away
I stare at the ceiling whole night
I'm wide awake until dawn breaks
My routine starts again
The same people, same fake smile of mine
But after all its a new day with the same old schedule

Woh

Pyaar hai uski aakhon mein
Mohabbat hai dil mein
Hothon par hai ibaadat
Ishq hai uska dusra naam

Nirbhay hai woh,
Nidarr hai
Badhe aage,
Bina dare

Mann mein hai vishwaas
Bharose ka dusra naam
Pyaar ki moorat hai woh
Devi ka avtaar hai

Sammaan ki hakdaar hai
Saare rishton ko nibhaati hai
Himmat ka ek aur naam hai woh
Aurat woh kehlaati hai...

A closed chapter

Deep in my thoughts i think of you
I put myself to sleep because your memories still haunt me
I had never seen myself so helpless before
Life became my teacher
I learnt to get up after the fall
Badly injuried i was but i managed to walk
I kept on walking without a pause
Fed up i am with this job of pushing away the haunting memories
At times some of your words ring in my ears
Heart remembers each promise which you did
Only to reliase that they were all made to be broken
You blamed me that i cheated you
But the truth is i was loyal and you betrayed me
You broke my trust and shattered my heart into pieces
I am proud about my heart
Because even after being hurt, cheated & broken into pieces
It beats.....
Beats for one person now and that is me....
The cuts hurt at times
But it doesn't ache
The wounds get fresh like green grass
But i don't care
For me you are nothing but a closed chapter in my novel of life......

Mother: a fairy

She's a fairy
Who showers you with unconditional love
She doesn't bother about herself
But is worried about you
It kills her to see you shattered
She prays for your well being everyday
The day you were born
Her world started revolving around you
Along with your birth she was reborn
You were in her arms
When she kissed you on your forehead
Along with that kiss she gave away all her happiness
You may hurt her, but she never hurts you back
You may hate her, but she'll only love you even more
You may choose to go away from her
She'll never push you at any cost
She's a tresure sent by God
Preserve her
People may leave you
But she won't
She smiled seeing you cry
On the day you were born
That was the last time her lips curved into a smile
Seeing tears in your eyes
After that day till date
She never laughs when you cry
You might not be there for her
When she needs nobody except you
No matter what you'll always find her beside you
Her heart beats only for two people
One is YOU and other one is her better half
She's wide awake when you are sick
She sleeps like a child on your lap at times
You needn't spend your earnings on her
Neither does she expect you to do so
She needs your precious wealth
That's nothing but your love
She needs a bit of time in your busy schedule
Never did she say she's busy
When you needs her ages ago
Then why do you pretend to be busy
Each time she needs you
Is she asking for whole of your attention..??
Not at all... A bit of care is all she needs
She heard all your non sense
She has a lot you say do you have time to listen..??
She handled all your tantrums
But do you have patience to listen to her....??
You may forget that she's your mother
But she will never forget that you are her child
You made her a MOTHER
Then why don't you treat her like one..??
You may leave her and go away
No matter how much you hurt her
You will always have your name written
A special place reserved and that's in her HEART...
She's an angel..
Love her... adore her...
Because she lives just for you...
After all she's your MOTHER...

Akelpan...

Kabhi kabhi akelapan bhi sukoon de jaata hai
Aksar apna dil hi duniya se bada sahaara bann jaata hai
Mushkil hai muskuraana aakhon mein paani liye
Par aakhir uss ek insaan ki yaad hi kaafi hai
Hotho par hasi laane ke liye
Akelepan mein bhi hai alag sa maza
Par harr waqt akele rehna acchi baat nahi
Saath rehte hai woh lamhe jo beete uss khaas insaan ke saath
Aakhir pyaar toh wahi hai
Jahan bina bole do log bahut kuch samajh jaate hai

Life goes on

A few unknowns become closer as knowns start departing
Many tend to notice the changes
Some ignore, some question and rest accept
Walking with someone feels nice
But coming back alone is the most difficult task ever
Handling things before wasn't easy but i managed
Little heart spoke lot of things within
I felt its tears, i could sense the happiness
Heart is emotional but is the strongest
Life would be simpler without some people
Bad memories haunt all night
Sleep is miles away
Tears roll down the eyes
No one knows
I shout my lungs out
No one bothers
Disturbed mind is heart is deep in thoughts
Yet i remain calm with a storm inside me
The outer me seems perfectly alright
But the inner me is breaking apart every second
No one senses the calm eyes
Heart needs peace which isn't available
Problems come and go
But life goes on as it never has an end

Dil ki baatein dil hi jaane ♥

Pata naa tha ki
Ho jaayegi dil se pyaar bhari mastiyaan
Mann mein the sapne
Aakhon mein tha jazbaa
Hausla tha buland
Dil mein bharose ka diya
Kuch kar guzarnaa chaahte toh the
Par kambakht dil ne de diya dhokha
Khaa  khaa ke thokarein dil ki
Aaj pahuche hai yahaan hum
Sapno ko paane ki chaahat hai zinda
Aakhein bunn rahi hai khwaab kai
Dil ke josh ka koi jawaab nahi
Mann ko soch ka hosh nahi
Aakhir kya karein iss bewakoof dil ka
Dil ki baatein hai
Jo dil ke alaava aur koi samajh paata nahi
Kyuki dil ki baatein dil hi jaane